fairytales doesn't exist.

2009-08-10T00:05:00.000-07:00

time flies, people change, love change, everything changes.
but why did i pin high hopes? sigh..
i duno why as well. is this gonna be e end?
i duno.. noth more to do and say.
so much that i have done.
obviously it's not been appreciated and noticed.
so why i do this for? foolishness? LOL..
god knows why. haha.
forget it.. wad may come, comes.
wad may happen, happens.
jus rmb the past and forget the pain.
haha. god bless me!!

~nic^^

it's 20th november 2008, thursday

2008-11-19T23:05:00.000-08:00

yea.. it's been so long since i've blogged..
feeelllll a lil awarkard to blogg again..
everyday have been pretty busy for me..
after o levels everything seems to be of a slower pace..
like more time with my shermaine n stuff..
my dearest grandfather have gone to a place far far away..
where he will no longer have to suffer..
no longer have to worry abt any shit on earth..
n finally lead a carefree like..
because of prom i missed e forth day of e wake..
feel bad.. but it can't be helped can it??
anw, things have been happening..
life goes on.. life must be lived happily..
well.. i duno.. i'm feeling kinda sad now..
u noe.. jus stuff tat makes ppl sad n depressed..
share a gd news with all of you wan??
i'm sure you do wna noe..
i'm gg to go to kl n genting with dear n her family tmr..
well.. i'm excited.. hope we reali will enjoy ourselves a lot los..
noth matters.. i jus spend some time with my gf!!
noth matters le.. i've not been spending a lot of time with her cause of e wake..
n she's so thoughtful.. came to e wake to accompany me..
i told her not to cause i scared she will be lonely cause of e prayers..
but she said it's okay.. she jus wans to spend time with me..
she even bought herbal tea for me cause i was unwell..
so happy to hear tat laa. this kinda gf where to find los:)
onli one in e whole wide world.. n i'm so glad i've found her..
n to have her in my life n always by my side..
yea.. i'm contented with it..

BABY:
let's not be unhappy anymore..
let's not be quarrel-some anymore..
let's not be stubborn no more..
let's not be petty no more..
let's not be anything tat's bad alright!?
cause noth in this world is as important as YOU!!
onli you lea.. hhaas.. loveyou dear!!

~nic^^

~HAPPY 6MONTHS DEAR!!

2008-08-24T08:02:00.000-07:00

happy 6months dear~

woots~ time reali flies.. 6months jus pass in e flash..
in like a blink of an eye!!
hhaas.. reali reali great actually.. enjoy yr company a lot!!
everyday with yoy is reali exciting.. hhaas..
anw, 23august is e big day man..
woke up early in e morn, did my surprise for dear, den ate breakfast..
den went home change bathe n prepare le den went to meet dear..
at woodlands.. hhaas.. once i saw dear, i gave her a big surprise le..
it's FLOWERS!! hhaas.. it's reali nice actually..
den we went to fareast!! hhaas.. went there to find a shop named thinkwhite..
wa.. recommended by TYJ.. thanks..
but e shop was freaking difficult to find laa.. zZz..
like hidden or sth laa.. walked past it also almost din notice laa..
den dear told me.. yea.. den we went in to look..
hhaas.. after talkin for so long, you still duno wad i'm lookin for right?!?
it's rings.. hhaas.. yea.. we looked for sometime..
den finally settled to 2 pairs.. but e one still caught our eyes!!
hhaas.. den asked for e price laa..
wa.. so ex laa.. hhaas.. e salesgal said "wa!! your tastes so gd, chose e 2 most ex rings in e shop"
hhaas.. e 2 we actually took a liking to was e most costly amongst all..
yea.. did e calculations n bought it.. cost a big bomb..
die le.. i'm never gonna let my mum check my posb card.. or i'm so dead:)
hhaas.. it added up to 200bucks laa.. but it's okay laa..
dear so sweet.. she ask me don buy cause too ex le..
but you r my one n onli love lea.. you're priceless la..
so price don reali matter to me.. hhaas..
den after tat we went to sentosa.. at vivo, ate our dinner first..
ramen ten.. ate a ramen called " spicy spicy ramen"
crazy laa.. it reali lives up to it's name laa..
for spicy lovers, please try tat.. i ate till i teared:(
yea.. den bought tidbits n stuff den went to sentosa..
it was drizzling laa.. but we played volleyball.. hhaas..
so fun to play with dear.. but tiring though.. hhaas..
yea.. lots of things laa.. hhaas..
reali had a great day with you baby.. loves*

you reali make me feel as though my live is lived fully..
you always puts me to cloud nine..
wow!! you're great n i'm never gonna live without you..
i'm never gonna find another gf like you ever!!
i'm so gonne treasure you for e rest of my life laa!! :):)
i LOVEYOU, baby..

~nic^^

2008-08-02T20:07:00.000-07:00

sat:
hmmm i went out with kf n benson(my bros)
den ate n stuff, took bus to bugis..
ate our dinner den tryin to go haji lane..
wa.. damn diff to find laa..
so nvm.. went to bussorah street..
i noe there better as i went there be4..
hhaas.. den we still took a few wrong advices n got ourselves lost..
den in e end.. finally found it..
went in to sisha.. zZz.. it was bored..
no atmosphere n everythin..
den e fan so strong.. cant do any "Os"
hhaas.. den our drinks..
hhaas.. mine was e best amongst them all..
mine was a yougurt drink mixed with milk..
but it was totally yougurt.. not bad actually..
benson's fresh fruit punch taste like onli watermelon blended..
den kf's tasted like malaysia's chewing gum..
totally disgusting los!! OMG..
anw though din enjoy e sisha.. enjoyed their company..
reali funny(lotsa man talk)
hhaas.. den after tat we went to meet zhi wen..
hhaas.. erm den we pei benson take mrt back to amk..
but kf, zw n me took to yck mrt..
now this festival, my mum banned me from comin back late:(
den we went to buy alcohol n drank at my hse downstairs..
hhaas.. zw so funny.. vommit his whole intestine out..
cause be4 meetin us he drank.. he's friends bday..
drank on an empty stomach..
so he din drink.. me n kf drank onli..
we were smart.. not on empty stomach.. hhaas..
den we all went home..

DEAR:
i'm so sry i couldn't meet you..
as u noe.. my mum now don let me go home late..
no choice.. i missed you lots los..
but at least this e first time i did this onli..
anw, i'm sry.. loveyou k..

~nic^^

OUR LOVELY 5th MONTH:)

2008-07-30T07:52:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 5th MONTH LOVE:)

5months have passed in a blink of an eye..

with never ending joys n sorrows..

at least we r always there with each other..

it's great.. had steamboat at marina square..

was okay.. but small portion though..

anw, did many fun things tgt n stuff..

enjoyable.. reali true.. enjoyed it..

sry for this late post:( no time to post things..

yea.. anw, i LOVEYOU ..

life will never be e same w/o you..

~nic^^

2008-07-21T06:43:00.000-07:00

things were bad yest.. i have a lot of things to think abt..
hais.. things were not as gd.. certain signs i saw was lyk..
yea.. don reali wna say le.. damn sian to even think abt it..
anw, din noe if i was sad/disappointed/angry/jealous or anythin..
but yea.. din feel gd though.. yea.. things happen here n there..
today was worst also.. things kept runnin through my mind..
many many things.. cant stand it.. why must i have such imagination??
but they r all beyond my reach.. i can do noth to stop wad u r doin..
so mani ppl asked me qns abt sths already.. lyk wad they have seen laa..
ohwell.. din noe how to answer them.. but yea.. still did..
seriously, why cant this thing be fair?? i often think to myself..
it's reali unfair i must say.. but give n take is e key factor i must say..
it will get us far.. ohwells.. i have reali some troubles..
cant seem to get them off my chest.. but i don wna tell any1 abt it..
sigh.. mb keepin it to myself will e best solution yea??
i guess so ba..

walao.. some ppl so childish laa..
now wad century le?? still play spam ah??
hhaas.. so dumb laa.. why cant grow up??
reali think quite highly of herself lea..
zZz.. but it's okays dear..
will be always there for you no matter wad..
hhaas.. loveyou..
it seems lyk i cant live without you for even a sec..

~nic^^

2008-07-19T23:08:00.000-07:00

i wonder how long have i not been postin already..
have been busy everyday.. well.. almost i guess..
hhaas.. life have been gd.. except for a few setbacks here n there..
yea.. but still.. love it.. hhaas..
fri: kf was reali devastated with a news.. OMG.. he was reali scary when he is sad..
i've never seen him lyk tat ever be4.. always so cheerful n jokin..
i noe it hit him reali hard.. i mean.. obviously laa!!
hhaas.. but still, bro, u have to let it go n pick yrself up..
at least u still have this bro ma.. hhaas.. i'll not be lyk her..
i will be always here for you!! plz be alright after e deadline u gave us..
a week it shall be yea?? hhaas..

fri, went to have mid-night movie with dar..
watched red cliff.. yea.. it's reali nice i must say..
go catch it if possible yea?!? hhaas..
u will not regret it.. plus so worth yr money..
e duration is reali long los:):)

my gal"
i noe sths cant be said or told..
it doesn't matter..
will be always there for you no matter wad..
i will always be yr listenin ear!!
i will listen to all yr woes..
i will, trust me..
i might seem un-interested, but i am alrights?!?
hhaas.. loveyou lots..
don let lil things get to us alrights?!?
it shall never be yea?!?
let's concentrate on celebrating our 5th month..
steamboat it shall be.. hhaas..
anw havin anythin with u is nice..
n last but not least, don be so stubborn!! :):)
loves*

~nic^^

2008-07-03T07:09:00.000-07:00

oral on tues.. aiya.. duno wad to say abt it..
lyk quite diff laa.. omg.. asked abt inflations laa..
wad to say sia?? not much los.. zZz..
there goes my distinction laa..
i wna get at least an a2 los.. now??
duno can not los.. hhaas.. musical..
2 years ago was a lot better..
i noe e ppl involved tried their best too..
they deserve a pat on their backs..
n my bestest GF deserves a round of applause too^^
did a fairly great job as a make-up artist..
hhaas.. anw, last yr de musical din turn out as i wanted it to be..
kinda disappointed.. yea.. but still gd job los..

zj, thanks for e lighter yea??

i've given u my heart n soul..
it's reali uncountable..
it's amount is greater den anythin on earth..
trust me..

~nic^^

2008-06-30T01:12:00.000-07:00

heyy baby.. this post is for you..
you noe?? after 2days tat we din meet..
den meetin on sund?? it was a relieve!!
it seems so hard to not miss or think abt you..
jus even for a min, it seems impossible..
don think too much abt wad u have been thinkin of okay?!?
plz.. u noe how much i loveyou yea??
trust me on this.. loveyou loads!!

~nic^^

2008-06-24T04:14:00.002-07:00

2008-06-24T04:14:00.001-07:00

2008-06-24T04:11:00.000-07:00

2008-06-24T03:36:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 4TH MONTH, LOVE!!
hhaas.. 4months le!! woots~
let's keep it up love.. hees..
love bein with you.. so fun laa!!
erm yest we went to catch a movie..
"get smart" hhaas.. it's a nice show..
lols.. quite funny n stuff..

it's reali nice jus bein with you my love..
hhaas.. jus with u around.. everythin seems so right..
all seems so in place laa..
loveyou lots!!

~nic^^

2008-06-20T21:14:00.000-07:00

my gal~
you noe?!? it's been abt 4 months tat we have been tgt..
u wna noe sth?? it's e best-est n most rewardin part of my life..
i duno.. feel lyk i have reali lived fully for these days..
i feel tat u r a part of me.. u noe.. cant be seperated at all!!
so stuck tgt.. n to tell you, i actually love it a lot!!
it is so great to jus have you by my side all day long..
actually blissful n rewardin i must say.. never been greater!!
life for me in these 4months is reali great!!
never been much better.. i wan this to remain n stay for eternity!!
seriously i'm reali contented for havin you.. best thing tat happened..
i don care if any1 has any negative comments abt you..
u r jus e best to me.. wad they ever tell me will never get into my ear!!
n anw, i doubt there is much ppl with negative comments abt you..
n e trip to www with dear, aunty n her cuzzie was great!!
hhaas.. enjoyed it a lot.. i mean lyk..
everythin i do,it's great jus lyk havin e companionship of mylove..
so, wad more can i ever ask for?!? hhaas..
I JUS LOVE MY GF!! SHE IS E BEST..
U HAVE TO BELIEVE ME ON THIS..

*with lotsa love!!

~nic^^

2008-06-11T19:58:00.000-07:00

tues:
went out with kf n benson!! hhaas.. funn n funny ppl..
we all looked lyk gays laa.. for wadever thing we will ever do..
gettin stares n funny looks from e crowd was kinda wierd though..
i don reali care though.. we r all attached already laa!!!
n i m v sure we all treasure it.. at least i noe i do!! hhaas..
ohwells.. we watched narnia.. yea!! i was great.. told by so mani ppl..
especially my gal.. left a v big impact on me though..
yea.. kf had to go to e toilet.. he held onto his bladder n stuff..
hhaas.. was reali funny.. we also did annoy him pretty much though..
den we slack at my hsedownstairs n played ball n stuff..
anw, im certain tat my hse's swimmin pool is great..
for wad i did to benson n kf.. hhaas.. was definately fun..
i had a chance to taste my medicine.. was FUN, BUT!! TIRING INDEED!!
den kf decided to stay at my hse.. zZz.. tmr he wan me to train him in bball..
den we did mani things.. n finally reached my hse at lyk 1120??
it's lyk long since i reached home early laa..
we did our stuff n when we were playin cards!! there's a roach which ran out..
OMG.. first time my hse got roach laa..
damn scary.. somemore e roach played with kf's leggss.. hhaas..
so funny de lors.. den we went to eat supper at 2plus gg3..
went home at 4?? den slacked den fell aslp le..

gal:
for this past 2days tat i din c you..
i have been missing u lyk a lot a lot..
i swear i will definately treasure u a lot!!
anw, will be meetin soon already.. hhaass..
loves* xOxOxO

~nic^^

2008-06-08T06:25:00.000-07:00

sat.. had a rather relaxed day at home n stuff..
den went to meet zj n jy.. went to pool a while onli..
quite unlucky today i suppose?? all my balls were off..
anw, after tat went to meet dear.. den went to her hse stay..
enjoyed e time spent tgt.. rather heartwarming..
den woke up le.. slack n stuff till quite late..
den we went to have dinner.. hmm a stupid thing happened to me at northpoint..
2 stupid ppl.. zZz.. anw, tat's not e point..
i m tired.. i nd a rest.. i nd it.. i m not feeling well..
tata.. wna go rest le bahs..

DEAR:
this post specially written for you de..
cause u say i v long din blog le..
loves*

*reali disheartened*

~nic^^

2008-06-06T22:09:00.000-07:00

alrights.. there r jus too mani things happenin..
hhaas.. lazy to say them out.. anw, it's all nice..
erm i have been spendin lotsa time with my love..
hhaas.. it's reali nice n relaxin laa.. love this lifestyle..
reali cant imagine living without you in my life..
dear i loveyou lots!! hhaas..
erm anw, for e past mani days..
dear n me have brought her dogs for walks..
n it's kinda fun makin them playin with e slides..
hhaas.. reali funny too.. rewardin as well i suppose??
have been reachin home at abt 1plus a bit everyday..
tiring, but reali love it.. spendin time tgt with dear is e best..
woots~ anw, thurs went out with kf n benson to marina square there..
ate hong kong cafe for dinner.. was alrights bahs..
den we went to walk abt.. joked n stuff.. quite fun..
den walk halfway den we all decided to go play pool..
play till 10plus den sytop le.. in e mrt tat time even funnier los..
i keep makin benson.. till he cant reali stand it laa..
reali funny.. hhaas.. den after tat went to meet dear..

~nic^^

2008-05-31T02:12:00.000-07:00

i m back to blogg more..
anw, had bball camp in sch on thurs..
hhaas.. was a v tiring day.. but was kinda fun..
had bbq at night, n for once..
i din do a single shit lors.. v cool..
played bball in e dark n stuff.. quite cool..
den went to bathe n stuff.. went back le..
half e ppl were wearin boxers to slp..
but i was e onli 1 who had special attention from every1..
they teased me as monster n stuff.. ass lors..
anw, i ignored it n went to play card outside..
at a bench.. played till at abt 2plus..
den aaron told us he saw sth dirty.. we din c though..
den we continued till abt 15 mind ltr?? aaron n i saw it tgt this time..
omg.. din noe whyy we saw it laa.. but we were quite scared actually..
den aaron n i saw ma.. den jun chai crazy de.. din c so v curious lyk tat..
we went to talk around parts of sch ma..
den we went to forth floor, sit at e pavement lyk tat..
next time e female toilet n staircase there.. den ah..
it was v spooky.. played there a while den we sat down talk..
half way, jun chai saw a wierdest thing on earth..
v scary lors.. den he was v shocked n scared..
den we went down back to second story..
at tat time was abt 4plus le.. den we continued wasting time n stuff lors..
was fun la.. hhaas.. thought saw wad we should no have laa.

DEAREST GAL:
hhaas.. havin loads of fun with u always..
hope u think so too k? hhaas..
anw, yest was noth de.. don think too much k??
srry ya?? i missyou lots..

~nic^^

2008-05-28T03:08:00.000-07:00

omg.. my blogg.. im gonna pump blood into u soon ya?!?
nowadays lyk always v busy lyk tat lors..
anw, spend my bday with my dearest gal..
it wad fun, love.. don worry ya?? it was great.. jus short time onli..
anw, i got too many things to say n stuff till i duno where to begin..
so i jus write abt a few days bahs..
hmmm yest was lyk super bad.. had maths remedia den bio..
bio was kinda borin though.. cause i was tired n e air-conditioned room was great!!
yea.. anw, after tat i went to meet kf n benson..
kf bought a phone.. n after meetin them n do my stuff den i went to meet my gal..
den after tat we took her dogs out for a walk..
n guess wad?? it was late le.. so we decided to go back le..
den guess wad?? i dropped my phone into e lake..
damn sad la.. jus got my phone in lyk 2mnth plus onli la..
n stuff la.. its sad to lose my phone la.. but saw sth far worst den tat..
actually i couldn't believe it de la.. but wad it is.. it is a fact..
so yea.. got depressed n stuff lors.. yea.. but wadeva la..
i duno wad i m supposed to do, say n stuff la..
i will jus keep mum la i suppose..

my dear:
i have spent so much time with u these few weeks n stuff lors..
its reali great.. im sure n v v certain abt tat..
i love u lots.. talk abt u in e next post..
loveyou my dear..

~nic^^

2008-05-08T08:49:00.000-07:00

fuck it la.. my day today jus sucks big time la..
sigh.. first, go ss remedia.. latest to go in.. nvm..
next, get caught for slpin inside.. den ltr tio kb..
wtf la.. wad is her fuckin prob la.. nb lors..
come in n said " imagine e whole world lyk nicholas"
i was lyk thinkin la.. at least e world will have better ppl right??
at least better den havin tat ass arnd.. wad a waste of our scarce resources..
think abt it.. for her to take transport.. she will probably take e bus with 10more of her..
while its for a bus of 30.. think abt e amount of fuel they have to use??
limited resource cant be waste on her jus lyk tat..
omg.. i have lots more to grumble actually la..
but i mean i will not do it here.. how i cant stand her..
e sight of her jus irritates me so horribly tat i will have nightmares..
jus by thinkin of how she tore e skirt she wore today jus makes me giggle..
every1 must have its limits.. don try to squeeze into sth u cant n tear it..
n in turn make a bloody fool out of yrself.. it jus makes so mani ppl's day..
i hear 100times more complain of her instead of some compliments..
how sad but true.. SHE DESERVES IT..
in my whole life.. she is e onli teach is is so screwed up..
wad a failure in life i must say.. keep boasting abt o levels marker shit..
ohwells.. i shall stop here le.. cant stand it anymore..
n jus to add on to it.. i had reali bad gastric after recess till 3..
damn sucks.. but thanks my dear for buyin me panadol..
though she forced me to eat it la.. but reali loveyou.. thanks..
den all e buses i wait for took so long to come.. late for everythin lors..

hmmm i dunoo why i did tat my dear..
my mood jus changed.. some reasons i suppose..
but i also duno why i reacted to it this way..
its wierd.. reali reali wierd la.. don reali understand..
thanks for caring abt me so much.. loves*
thanks for stayin close by me.. sigh..
but im not feeling alright today.. reali not gd..

~nic^^

2008-05-05T08:38:00.000-07:00

went out on sat to have dinner..
it was reali not worth its price..
i mean.. even foodcourt stuff r much better..
duno why it cost lyk a bomb..
but anyway, enjoyed everythin..
n i mean EVERYTHIN.. but e stayover was best of course..
hhaas.. slept at lyk 630?? 12plus wake up..
hmmm den spent more time tgt..
den in e end i went home at abt 5??
reali enjoyed everythin.. reali enjoy my time with u..
everythin passes so fast.. i mean..
we stayed up lyk for so long la..
n we were not tireed.. OMG.. so cool yea??
apart from e fact tat we were havin fun.. its reali nice..
erm had meesiam in such heat.. OMG..
but of course at least with u arnd everythin seems right..
n aunty, hope u lyk e gift from us.. hhaas..

hey baby, i noe somethings r lyk.. yea..
but u noe.. u have reali became a part of me le..
a part which can never be removed..
its never gg to be.. i will treasure u..
a lot a lot.. lyk there's no tmr okay?!?
i never gonna abandon u.. don worry.. trust me alrights?!?

~nic^^

2008-04-30T02:28:00.000-07:00

hhaas.. exams have been borin.. cant stand it..
anw, sat tonned at mac with dear..
hhaas.. fun de lors.. tiring also though..
slept e next day for abt 2hours plus 3 onli..
OMG.. slept so little tat day.. hhaas..
erm anw, monday was sj de bday.. happy bday to her..
lols.. anw sj's bday is e best.. i mean e day la..
not because i celebrated with her.. lols..
i was with my lovely gal.. hmmm we kinda talked??
i mean talk heart to heart.. talked abt some of e past??
n stuff bahs.. ohwell.. talks lyk tat r gd..
brings us closer tgt de.. hhaas.. trust me baby..
u will always be in my heart<3>
noth is gg change tat fact.. lols..
n thanks for some reassurerance.. its greatly appreciated..
hmmm n sry for bein a little crazy tat day..
but.. i m not lyk other guys..
erm tmr is labour day le..
gg celebrate my grandmother's bday le..
n guess wad?!? dear is comin.. hhaas..
this week lyk got so mani activities..
sat also gonna attend dinner.. but scared lehs..
afraid i will do sth wrong or sth.. hope noth goes wrong..
hhaas.. still got last 2papers left onli:)

~nic^^

2008-04-24T05:33:00.001-07:00

WOOTS!! a blink of an eye, n its our second month le:):)
lols.. first up, i gotta thank you my dear..
for e lovely present u gave to me.. hhaas..
love it a lot.. lols.. c le i was so touched lors..
n thanks for e lovely card u wrote for me..
hhaas.. hope u love my present too^^
gorilla LOVES piggy..
hhaas.. this will always be a v sweet memory..
tat is engraved deep into my heart..
n it will never be removed ever..

the dinner at ichiban was great..
e food was not bad.. plus most importantly,
i have u by my side all e time:):)
thanks a lot love..
onli tat we din get enough time tgt yest..
but its okay.. treasured e time we had tgt..

i will be there for u always..
i will hold yr hand n stroll all through e beach..
sit under an oat tree n enjoy e brightest moon ever..
will be always there for u when u nd me^^

~nic^^

2008-04-20T06:21:00.000-07:00

its been lyk 21hours le..
u said u will do it.. but u din..
i duno wad to do.. i have been waitin for it to appear..
but not once yr name appeared..
but i don wna say anythin..
i don wna give u a feeling tat i m always behind yr back..
v annoying n stuff.. i don lyk to be..
i wna give u space.. though i never had this feeling be4..
at all!! i never have had this kinda v fan lyk tat de feeling..
i reali hate this feeling.. it makes me jus lose all my little confidence i have..
m i a total failure?? u nd space right??
i will give it to u.. i will never expect anythin much..
though i never had.. i will be as lose as u wan me to be..
though tat might not be me anymore..
but if u lyk it.. i will give it to u..
when i read wad u sent yest.. i duno reali got stunned..
i stood rooted to e ground for sometime..
be4 benson woke me up from tat state..
i din tell him why.. i jus kept quiet..
feeling so lost n confused.. i duno was it from a fit of anger??
or wad.. but i will jian tao myself de..
this 21hours plus past, was v miserable..
couldn't stop thinkin.. feel so terrible..
wad do u reali wan from me?? r i tat bad??
m i reali never gd enough for u??
am i?? am i?? am i??
sigh.. i hate this feeling.. makes me feel real lousy..
i have many things i wna tell u..
i reali do.. i can sit down with u to chat 4ever..
is this wad u reali wan??
i will wait, lyk wad u wanted me to do yest..
u told me u will do tat ltr on.. but till now..
i still cant get my phone to make me read a thing tat brightens up my dull life today..
don have to say anythin.. mb a blank 1 might do..
with yr name on it.. i will be v much satisfied..
i never meant wad i always lyk to say abt u..
i onli tryin to play with u onli..
it means noth else lors.. i don think so u r too..
i missyou a lot a lot a lot.. noth can describe tat feeling..

~nic^^

2008-04-17T05:11:00.000-07:00

wed, after sch dear came to my hse..
hhaas. she was kinds sick..
i wna do my job as her bf to take care of her..
hhaas.. guess wad?!? i cooked for her okays?!?
its so cool.. hhaas.. haven reali cooked for my gf be4..
i cooked spegetti for her to eat..
i was so scared tat it wasn't nice..
but she said tat was nice..
duno its to encourage me de or real de..
but i eat think tat it tasted okays..
i first cook cant expect so much ma..
hhaas.. enjoyed yr company my gal..
hhaas.. den later at abt 8plus we studied..
cool right?!? did productive work lors..
little time but did a lot..

thurs, i waited for dear for dance..
wanted to work with joshua in class de..
did a bit.. den he wanted to play catchin with me n mubarak..
sounds childish right?!? but its damn fun lors!!
hhaas.. tired after playin tat..
den while waitin for e time to pass, we played hangman..
tat was reali fun also.. hhaas..
so lucky.. joshua got to meet sj in e end also..
hhaas..

dear:
dear.. it was okay abt it okay??
don worry.. i m not reali angry or wad okays?!?
so don worry.. hhaas.
loves*

~nic^^

2008-04-15T01:14:00.001-07:00

wonder why m i back so early?!?
hhaas.. actually supposed to meet my gal..
but she is sick.. so cant come out..
another day without her.. hais.. feel so sad lors..
hmmm but no choice.. get well soon alrights my dear..
i noe u r sick.. but i am so sry tat i cant be by yr side right now..
u have to take lotsa care alright?!? faster recover..
i wna c u soon:( e days i cant see u r so miserable!!
i cant stand it anymore.. ohwell..
i MISSYA!! i LOVEYA!! :):)

~NIC^^

2008-04-14T04:22:00.001-07:00

after we checked out already den we took cab back to ian de hse..
he put things den i went home le.. nd go back.. prepare to meet dear le..
went back did my compo first.. do till alomost fall aslp lors..
dead tired.. hhaas.. den went to far east meet benson,ian n yk a while first den went to meet dear le.. hmmm we went to heeren to go num(new urban male)
i wanted to look at e slippers.. so look n stuff den in e end..
wanted to catch a movie with dear de.. but no slot..
onli have a slot at 1plus at cine.. den 10 de at amk hub..
so in e end din watch.. took bus back to amk..
but guessed wad?!? i fell aslp in her "arms" den passed amk..
she said i was lyk v peaceful slpin n looked so tired so din wna wake mi up..
so we alighted in hougang.. den bought bubble tea..
n bus-ed back to amk again.. den i sent dear back..
tired us.. hhaas.. fell aslp in e bus tgt.. den in e end i went back at 1040??
dear v funny.. said wanted to send mi home.. cause scared i fall aslp in bus..
den in e end get down at e last stop at harbour front how??
hhaas.. cute hoh?!? i was also afraid la.. but i sent her home le den went home le..
reached at abt 11plus a bit.. msged while i watched soccer with dad..
man-u VS arsenal.. hhaas.. first half so bored, so mi n dear went to slp le..
guess wad?!? man-u won!! yay!! my fav. team lehs!! cool..

dear:
hhaas.. i reali enjoyed e time we spend tgt..
hmmm u take off all my troubles..
make mi e carefree man.. n paint my world so colourful..
WOOTS!! simply jus <3>U!!

~nic^^

2008-04-14T04:05:00.000-07:00

den sat morn, woke up den after tat did wad i need in e morn..
came back into e chalet le den they wanted to go eat breakfast..
so we went to eat.. not all went.. but a lot went..
den ate le den come back at 121plus le..
blasted e speakers n stuff n it was 3plus le..
den they went to swim n play soccer..
i din want to play n swim.. so stayed in e chalet with some others..
hhaas.. den in e end keith came back le.. he asked me pei him buy food..
den buy le in e end bought a pair of shorts.. zZz.. siao de.. buy shorts in chalet..
keith bought a shirt.. den we went back to e chalet..
den in e evenin, we went to rent bikes.. hhaas..
den mi, ian, jude n yk went for a ride.. den came back at 8??
den eat le at 8plus gg 9.. hhaas.. we had so much commotion on top..
we took turns to play.. we all kana whacked by pillows n bedsheets n stuff..
kahyong, as usual got stripped to his last piece again..
cause he disturb ppl ma.. den he kana la..
slacked n stuff lors.. den went to buy supper with friends..
den we chiong so fast.. den pass by police car.. we passed traffic lights when its red..
den we had illegal items.. i held it in my hands somemore..
den i saw e person stare at me.. so scared sia. lols..
den we faster buy our things.. buy le den go back chalet..
den in e end, eaten le v thirsty.. went with aaron, yk n arvi to 711 in whitesands..
buy n drank le den we rode back.. on e way back, aaron n arvi brought mi n yk to a v scary place tat they discovered.. it was lyk a bridge.. den lyk go in a bit den cant c e things infront le..
den we went back to our chalet, n got kinda lost for a while..
back le, wanted to go red house de.. den in e end din..
they go till sian le.. so in e end chatted upstairs..
chat till in e end fell aslp.. yk so pitifel lors.. 4 person in e bed de..
den in e end he say they squeezed each other den i squeezed him, den he no choice..
no space slp so went down to slp again..
e bed was comfortable for me.. mb cause i super lack of slp la..
4plus den slp le.. den slept till earty in e morn den woke up..

~nic^^

2008-04-14T03:46:00.000-07:00

after sch on fri!! went home quickly..
came home still nd pack my stuff to go chalet!!
hhaas.. but in e end!! ended up usin comp=.=
den after tat chatted till 3plus den went to go bathe..
bathe den faster went to pack my things..
hhaas.. packed quite a lot of things into my bag..
n it was definately super fat!! i din noe why so fat..
den after tat went to meet benson,zw,yk,melissa n sy..
hhaass. den we started on our long journey to downtown east!!
hhaas. we alighted den ian went out to pick us up..
den we went back into e chalet le..
okays la e chalet.. not v big.. but not v small either..
den we started e whole night.. ate food, partied n stuff..
hhaas.. den it was lyk 14plus already..
e first group of ppl went home le.. den some of us went to cheers..
hhaas.. went there to buy some alcohol..
we bought jim bean n 2 more.. hhaas..
den we bought some soft drinks to mix..
den we started out drinkin session already..
hhaas.. mi n yk in a group.. hmmmm any1 challenge us, both drink..
hhaas.. we steady de.. must stick tgt!!
hmmm ian started by challengin zhiwei..
hhaas.. ian put both cups half full of alcohol first..
crazy de lors.. ian drink le noth happened..
but zhiwei drank le.. got effect le.. hhaas..
face so damn red lors!! lyk duno wad crazy drunken guy..
hhaas.. though he drank some jus now already, he was drunk already..
lols.. den e second person ian challenged was yk n mi liao..
siao de right?!? hhaas.. but we set de.. we drank..
den we ate tidbits n stuff n chatted lots of shit..
hhaas.. den we ended this session at abt 2plus when e alcohol finished..
actually i was prepared to get drunk le..
but in e end i din even got giddy..
maybe slightly for a while onli..
i drank abt 6-7 cups?? not a lot la..
in e end yk n mi went for a walk..
we walked n stuff cause we tio complain letter..
den after tat ppl drunk n stuff, v noisy..
den we walked abt half an hour den came back there..
den aaron was first to vomit!! it was damn style..
he vomitted 5 times..
e first time was okayy.. i wanted to go to him to pat his backk..
in e end e second round came!! he vomitted lyk a runnin tap!!
oh man.. it was bloody cool.. best vomit video of e year la!!
den we went to collect water to wash away..
lucky it wad outside lors.. den e vomitted e other 3times on e grass..
it was abt 4?? den weihao, keith mi n others send siaotong n beeying to take cab..
den we went back.. den more ppl vomitted la.. mi n yk noth wrong..
den talked n stuff.. slept at abt 5 lyk tat.. den 7plus woke up le..
not much space to sleep.. got 30plus ppl there la..

~nic^^

2008-04-09T07:53:00.000-07:00

hmmm we had nafa test today for e boys..
n btw HAPPY BDAY IAN!!
I SO SUAY LORS.. after sch liao..
went to canteen for lunch be4 headin to class..
mr fam gave us hwk to do ma..
hhaas. den i bought my food le.. waitin for it..
den ian kana smashed by cake in e face..
den he wna make benson de.. but benson run away..
den he wna chase him de.. den saw me instead..
den he said i haven wished his happy bday hoh??
which i already did la.. but i jus shook his hand again..
den he so evil la.. come n use his face to bua(rub) my face..
ass right?!? wa sian lors.. i kana my neck there..
den went to wash lors.. hhaas.. so oily lors.. diffi to wash away..
but no choice.. hhaas. looks lyk ian enjoyed his bday today..
den went back class to do work.. den went to hall liao..
first event for nafa for my class is sit&reach lors..
stretched to duno wad la.. 4got le.. den got A..
hhaas. den we went to pull-up station liao..
look at my class ppl dp.. got stressed..
den somemore got so mani ppl lookin n stuff..
when i did, classmates n andy cheered.. thanks a lot!!
andy so ass.. say wad.. if never do 8 don come down hoh!!
den i do till 8 den i come down liao..
no strength liao.. anw 8 also A le.. happy..
hhaas.. jiayu n joshua also did 8.. all got 8 tgt..
hhaas.. den went to do standin broad jump..
i don lyk doin it.. not v gD in it!! sian..
first jump.. 250 plus.. happy!! but ms chew din c..
so had to re-do.. den i landed v hard on my heels..
so painful sia.. yest injured le.. today injured even worst..
den onli can jump 230.. so i got B for this event..
sian lors.. den waited for shuttle run.. since v long..
we did sit ups first.. i did 55.. actually did onli 54..
den i think again.. 54 not nice number, so did 55 instead=.=
crazy right?!? lyk tat determine de.. zZz.. got A..
den went to do shuttle run..
heels so pain tat walk also gt prob.. still nd run!!
den my first turn, i slipped lors.. so re-do again..
den second try i got 9.7 i think.. got A for it..
hhaas.. finally finished le.. heels hurt lyk mad.. ohwell..
yea.. den after tat i went down to play ball with friends..
play till 720 lyk tat den kana chased out.. not bad le..
din noe play till so late le.. den after tat we went to slack at e mama shop..
a while onli.. while drinkin soft-drinks..
thirsty.. hhaas.. den i saw dear's msg.. SO DELIGHTED..
ohwell.. den v tired.. den came home le..
feeling so wierd now.. easily irritated.. pissed for noth..
jus feelin v wierd.. ohwell.. btw i got 29/30 for nafa..
wanted to get full marks instead de.. but cant la..
nvm.. think this yr i got e 3years consecutively gold award le..

cant have u by my side physically now..
feeling kinda lost.. ohwell..
but i can feel u accompanying me emotionally..
at least i noe i have u by my side..

~nic^^

2008-04-05T01:45:00.000-07:00

went to kpool with kf.. haha..
den in e end cant find ian they all..
so we played pool in e end..
haha.. no idea why also.. but..
jus play lors.. played for abt an hr den ian they all come n play also..
haha.. but din play tgt.. but when we stop le..
we chatted with them n stuff..
den in e end i was dragged to play lan=.=
i don dota de la.. but ask me jus go play..
zZz.. so wierd.. ohwell.. haha..
play le den went back to kpool again..
den i was tired.. so i jus sat down n watch them play..
den suddenly kf told mi gabriel callin mi..
haha.. den he ask mi play.. lols..
play play play den late le..
den went home after tat..
super tired.. faster go home rest..

dear:
yea.. mr ong is super understandin de lors..
so don worry abt it.. we will prove it to em de la..
so no worries ya?!? :):)

~nic^^

2008-04-03T23:36:00.000-07:00

3 april 2008:)
haha.. today had pe.. nd to run 2.4..
its e actual test!! sounds so scary la..
but its still okay la.. haha..
finished runnin.. my timin is abt 1040??
lousy right?!? ohwell..
no choice also.. joshua beat mi as usual..
haha.. he sucker de.. always make mi get second in class..
cause of him la.. haha.. so fast de..
hmmm wna noe something funny?!?
i had pe supplementary sia!! lame right?!?
but actually finish le its fun la can?!?
at night de pe quite fun..
no sun, inside hall somemore!! so its nice!!
hmmm den after tat rushed to meet dear..
din noe she waited for mi for so long.. im so so sry!!
haha.. loves*

4 april 2008
today went to sch in e morn.. was in assembly..
den suddenly nita told mi mr ong called mi..
den i was lyk.. OH SHIT, WAD DID I DO?!?
haha den he told mi not to worry.. jus wna talk to mi..
den he told me tat he noe wad is happening..
n say tat its okay as long as i can manage it well..
haha.. he also say don let it affect my results..
n especially my "O" levels.. mr ong so caring hoh?!?
haha.. yea!! i think so too.. lols..
den i told him don worryy.. noth will happen de..
we will study hard de.. noth will go wrong de..
lols.. den he say gD.. den i went back le..

u went off without even sayin gDbye..
i din even noe u go le.. ohwell..
pretty sad abt it.. ohwell..

~nic^^

2008-04-01T09:07:00.000-07:00

wa!!! i m feelin such lyk an idiot!!
OMG!! I ACTUALLY GOT FOOLED!!
lyk an idiot on april fool's day.. man!!
can't believe it still la.. wtf man..
haha.. believe mi.. havin too much trust also no use..
lols!! i saw ian de msn nick!! he said..
why benson got whacked no1 told him!!
den i c liao i so bloody shocked!!
i ask him.. den i calll benson!!
den asked wad happned..
den he also say e same thing..
den i was lyk.. ask him rmb who ma..
den can call ppl down to tio back..
zzz.. OMG.. i angry at tat time le la..
den i tellin ian n kf.. wtf la..
den in e end tell mi april fool's joke..
lame siol.. right?!? omg la..
make mi so worked up for noth!!
zzz.. next time benson reali kena whacked i don care..
haha.. anw!! he beta careful.. or tml i sure whack him de..

~nic^^

2008-03-31T09:06:00.000-07:00

yea.. suddenly received a text from yj..
yea.. at 4plus?? i 6plus den reply.. psps..
c liao so fuckin pissed la.. not with yj..
but with e content tat a particular person wrote la..
yea.. so pissed.. haha.. n yj so funny.. keep askin mi chill..
don worry i will be okay de.. im jus so sad n stuff lors..
last time mi n him so gD now lyk duno wad fuck lyk tat..
c wad he say i also so fuckin disappointed lors..
wad can i do?? also noth.. relationships nd a long time to build..
but it onli takes a stupid matter or day to blow it all off..
ohwell.. its true lors.. i have experienced it lors!!
been through so much tgt.. gotten canned n stuff tgt..
but ya.. wad u wan n said is all rubbish & so childish la..
wadeva la can?!? ohwell.. noe so much more after tat talk..
n i also told u alot of things as well..
haha.. gD for us.. we both also got things to gain..

~nic^^

2008-03-31T08:50:00.000-07:00

haha.. long time no blogg le:)
lyk no time lyk tat..
hmmm sat went out with dear to study..
den she studied a bit den play my psp liao..
haha.. but she also did her work okay?!?
bravos!! she din noe how to do a super simple sum:)
so funny lors!! hmmmm den in e end,i sent her home..
n chatted downstairs.. talked till 1220plus den i left..
haha.. din feel lyk gg home.. so went to kf hse to ton..
haha.. had a lot of fun bro~~ crappin so much..
n somemore a little secret we have in e playground!!
dear!! u noe don tell any1 k?!? haha.. not even a single soul..
so embarrasing la!! =.= haha.. so shHhhhhhhHH okays??
lols.. watched a super funny video..
sex is zero!! super duper funny n hillarious!!
don watch it if u r faint hearted.. it's v sexual..
hmmm anyway took pics with dear tat day..
lols.. i never post sia.. u all go her blogg c la:):)
lols.. i lyk helpin to advertise her blogg lyk tat lors..
ohwell slept at 6plus tat day n woke up at lyk 11?!?
sleep so little lors.. but went home still got sleep 1hr plus..

dear:
haha.. i noe tat it changes v quickly..
its always lyk a tornado or mother nature's disasters..
come so unexpectedly n with massive force n destruction!!
but ohwell.. its ok.. sometimes i also will de..
ohwell.. jus feel so sad now..
hp n psp.. jus lyk a bane of my life or sth lors..
ohwell.. its okay i guess..
kinda used to it already so im okay..
jus feel so hurt at times.. but e feeling..
u wont ever understand.. disappointment..
ohwell.. it's okay my dear gal..
loveya lots!! <3<3

~nic^^

2008-03-26T07:41:00.000-07:00

today went back home after sch..
haha.. cause i meetin kf they all..
home le.. changed n stuff n wait for them to come my hse..
duno why they wanna come also..
rain so big while we chatted..
chatted n stuff le den we wanted to go swim..
but decided not to in e end, so went to grassroot..
went to play pool.. haha.. i must train harder in order to improve..
haha.. today played okay la.. not bad..
haha.. must train more n more!! jiayous!!
n guess wad?!? i m begainin to feel lyk studying again..
haha.. so i must faster get e mood back..
den i must ask dear go study with mi le!!
must ask her to study also.. cant slack le la dear..
we can motivate n push each other!! JIAYOUS!!
must start to study le.. in order to do well?!?

jus now dear jus told mi abt my doubts abt a msg..
haha.. listen le so happy lors..
so damn shocked when i read it yest!!
din slp much yest.. 3hours max?!?
cant seem to slp.. v bothered by it lors!!
but now i m fine le!! haha thanks dear!!
loveya, loveya, loveya, loveya lots dear<3!!
u made my life colourful again..
its no more in black n white le!!
its multi-coloured!! loves*

~nic^^

2008-03-25T06:45:00.000-07:00

today de lesson was kinda borin..
in e morn, was 2 periods of chinese..
did bao zhang bao dao de test..
so sianx.. cant finish it on time..
den jus hand up also.. den after tat was eng!!
it was our new techer andro tang!!
omg.. duno why every1 keep playin with him n stuff..
not reali playin la.. but insulting la actually!!
haha.. i was inside them also..
jus keep insulting him n stuff..
but we jus playin de la.. jus tryin to be lame i suppose??
den after recess den its maths..
so mani ppl go e investiture thingy la..
den class lost 10 person lyk tat..
den nathan de lesson.. 2periods!! sianx ah!!
but super heng ah!! we din do much..
we make till her lesson become free period..
so fun!! meanwhile.. zj was kinda alone in class..
went to peii her a while den teach jun chai cube..
den i suddenly told zj tat i dreamt on sth wierd yest!!
den told her lors.. duno how to say..
jus v wierd.. told her cause she was inside..
kinda lyk a 'victim' lyk tat..
told her le den she ask wierd wierd things..
zZz!!!!!!!!!!!!! =.=" ppl c u all through le..
still can ask mi these kind of stupid qn?!?!?!
yea.. had lunch with dear, sj n joshua..
had lunch, chatted n crapped..
den later in e afternoon.. i went for bball..
but a while onli lehs i guess.. den go find them le..
den after tat sent dear back..
she nd to use e toilet.. den i keep disturb her:):)
so funny.. dear next time u lyk tat beta don tell mi..
or not i scared i make yr time during tat time v miserable!!
hees.. btw sry my dear.. not purposely de..
jus playin onli.. hees.. oh ya hoh..
dear i jus now in e night a bit wierd wierd de right??
i also duno why.. mb i noe.. but 4got le=.="
so nvm la.. sry ah!! n there is a v funny thing today..
dear asked mi take her phone back today..
so funny right?!? yea.. but cool..
i am still waitin for yr reply from yr other phone..
haha.. so funny!! don fall aslp yet ah!! :):)

~nic^^

2008-03-24T06:04:00.000-07:00

24-03-08
today.. i was almost late.. but i rather be late la..
zZz.. erm gt reason de.. i not siao..
erm den in sch.. yan jun jie told mi sth..
hais.. listen le v sian.. pissed as well..
hais.. jie.. its up to u to believe mi..
i never lie to u much de lors..
den he lied to u lyk duno wad fuck..
c who u believe lors.. wad a person lors..
listen liao i reali think tat..
its not worth it to make such a "bro"..
cause of this kind of things say mi..
wtf lors.. if he ask mi say is i delete de..
i will tell u sorry is i delete de lors..
no nd to lyk tat backstab mi de lors..
got reali hurt.. den after sch went to eat lunch at mac..
with dear, sj,joshua,sy n fiona..
eat le peithem back sch den i go home liao..
take a nap lors.. a long 1.. slp till v shuang lors..

~nic^^

2008-03-24T05:25:00.000-07:00

23-03-08
dear!! happy one month!!
hmmm faster cut my hair in e morn..
den jiu prepare n go meet dear le..
met her le den we took bus to amk central..
den changed bus to go to east coast lors!!
haha.. told dear tat i promise to brin her there..
so we took a bus there.. quite long i suppose??
guess its cause i onli listened to mp3..
den later we got down e bus..
we din quite noe where to alight de..
but, dear was so smart tat day..
told mi where to alight..
tat was e first time lors!!
miracles do happen!! hhaas..
den we got down n walked to east coast!!
not a v long walk.. walkable distance..
den we went to rollar blade..
haven done tat in lyk 6years lyk tat=.=
but i was so lucky.. got e hang of it within 10mins..
den jiu okay le.. haha.. dear also v pro..
haha.. she did it pretty well too^^
but i was v sad!! u noe why?!?!?!?!?!
we brought along our shades!! den i helped dear keep..
sianx.. when we bladed to e other end tat time..
den dear told mi tat i jus dropped my shades..
i heard e sound but din realise tat i dropped..
den i went to pick it up.. den i was checkin for dear's shades..
den when i feel my pants there, it was empty..
i got so shocked.. den i told dear to wait for a while den i chiong back check..
but sadly, i din manage to find it.. i told dear to go back where we came from..
but we could find noth.. so sad.. i got so sad n guilty..
but dear kept sayin tat it was okay..
im so sry dear~ i noe u got it jus abt a month plus onli..
n im so sry aunty!! it cost $130plus.. so guilty la..
anyway after tat we went to e beach to snack after cleanin up..
sat n enjoyed e breeze n e lovely food..
haha.. den we decided to for for dinner liao..
its arnd 7?? den walk to bus stop..
but got out at wrong exit..
walked v long den realised de..
den we walked all e way back!!
v long la.. den we walked to e right exit..
den we decided to eat ichiban..
den came back amk to eat..
den came there den they not takin last orders le..
SRY DEAR!! I WANNA BRIN U EAT DE..
BUT CLOSE LE.. NVM LA..
we still got mani more months n years to eat tgt de la..
no worries lors.. den we went to eat kfc instead..
nvm la.. with dear arnd.. everythin taste as gd..
den i sent dear home.. den ask her go back first..
faster go do her hwk.. haha dear!!
i enjoyed myself today.. no worries..
loveya!! we stick with each other always k??
haha.. may u be with mi always..

~nic^^

2008-03-21T04:41:00.000-07:00

dear!!! saw yr blogg..kinda depressed for a momment..yea.. but im fine..we also okay le..so im cool..n abt e smokin thing!!its a straight NONONO!!neva try it plz.. no gD de..u wan mi quit.. i straight away say ok liao..den u made mi quit den u wanna try?!?!cant!! i don allow!!
<3>

~nic^^

2008-03-21T04:09:00.000-07:00

zZz.. yest was a total mess up till evenin time..
i was so fuckin sad n depressed..
den in e end in e evenin den okay liao..
haha.. bambi(e name of a dog, duno spelt it correctly ma)
went to dear de hse with sj n joshua..
haha.. played with bambi.. v cute..
but sadly.. she has got skin prob..
sad right?!? i played with it till my nose....
kept sneezing n v irritated..
duno wad happened.. played n everythin den went back at 11plus..

21-03-08
woke up early today..
den went to have breakfast with parents..
quite a long time since we ate breakfast tgt..
feel so guilty la.. but ohwell..
sry i guess?? den went to buy my future phone..
but sadly, don have red.. so i have to wait..
waitin is not e biggest prob..
e biggest prob is tat also not confirm have stock lors!!
wtf lors.. kinda sad la seriously..
now waitin for benson n weilan to come..
they comin my hse here slack..
suddenly called mi n ask mi can ma..
den i was on my way home den i say anythin lors..
ya.. poor benson.. don be sad alright??
its okay.. u still have us..
give both of u time..
mb u all jus nd time to cool down??
but this is such a bad choice i guess??
im gg ask more abt it later on..
n LIMWEIYU!! U BETA NOT THINK OF IT YA?!?
WAD U TOLD MI IS SCARY!!
although it all depends on u la..
but i duno.. its up to u i guess..

din msg a lot with u today..
a bit sad.. but its okay bahs..
wait n wait n wait..
stare n stare n stare..
but all e msg all don have yr name de..
replied all others de anyhow..
don reali have mood??

~nic^^

2008-03-20T01:33:00.000-07:00

hais.. gg to take a bath n go somewhere for a long stroll..
which would hopefully make mi 4get everythin..
im reali v scared now..
listen to all tat u said..
im reali gg crazy le..
but wad can i do??
u don seem to confine much with mi:'(
i reali m gg crazy le..
plz don be lyk tat..

~nic:'(

2008-03-20T01:27:00.000-07:00

got e shock of my life..
my heart hurts real bad..
why?!?!?! jus kill mi instead..

~nic:(

2008-03-20T00:51:00.000-07:00

hais.. feel lyk im being stabbed in e heart..
im bleedin non-stop without any aid..
e person i wan to be rescued by isn't there..
hais.. no reply again.. so long le..
duno wad to do.. don think ltr meetin le..
hais.. FUCK MAN!!!!
wtf man.. why must this happen?!?!?!?!

~nic_!_

2008-03-19T02:21:00.000-07:00

today had carrer seminar thingy..
kinda borin.. slept almost all through it..
duno why.. don wan de.. but jus fell aslp i think??
erm talked with sy n zj quite a lot i guess?!?
sit beside sy.. haha.. she so evil.. tempted mi..
she said " sit beside mi la.. i got gD things to share with u"
haha.. she is my oreo freak fan tgt with mi..
so i sat down la.. v nice de lehs..
den chatted n stuff.. recess chatted with benson..
poor fellow.. wanna improve stuff den stuck in between..
den now he kana dao sia.. feel so sad la..
its lyk.. reali v poor thing lors..
wanna try to help him.. reali wan to!!
i will try my best de la benson..
don worry.. got mi arnd lehs!! no nd scared de :):)
after sch din go anywhere with dear..
went to play ball with friends.. haha..
had fun.. they all so lame n funny de..
haha.. feel so wierd not meetin dear..
but i just practice my self-control liao la..
so now im at home usin comp..
quite a few days neva use le..
hmmm now mr prem not in sch..
lyk e whole sch finally got peace lyk tat lors..
haha.. don feel lyk cuttin my hair..
but v thick n bushy le.. haha..
so i think gg cut this weekend bahs..
wa!! happy lehs.. i also gettin my phone on weekends le i think..
i gg to get w910i.. gettin e red 1!!
lyk it.. quite a nice phone.. duno why now den i wanna buy..
mb now den start to lyk it bahs i guess?!?
arghhhh.. miss my dear!! haha.. c will u tml de..
i wont worry abt tat.. loveya~~~

~nic^^

2008-03-16T07:44:00.000-07:00

hmmm feel tat ur still not okay with mi..
still feel tat there is smth wrong..
u still don seem to lyk reply mi..
first time so long still don wanna reply mi..
nvm la.. its ok.. noe u r busy ma..
den came online.. den saw yr personal msg..
haiis even more sian.. duno wad u mean sia..
so still a bit scared scared:(:(
don wan to be.. don lyk to be.. hais..
don wanna blogg le.. bbbbbbbbbbbbbb..
loveya my dear~

~nic^^

2008-03-15T22:22:00.000-07:00

im screwed.. im an asshole..
hais.. i cant be described..
hais.. im beyond hope..
i duno wad to do..
im in a lost.. plz don be lyk tat..
i was reali feelin v insecure..
den tat msg came in n shot mi dead..
i worst den dead.. it reali made mi paralysed..
im half dead.. plz dear.. im so sry..

hais.. i don lyk it.. i feel so insecured..
plz hold mi back into arms again..
im floatin abt in mid-air without a support..
i nd u.. plz don say things lyk tat..
things lyk u r used to it already..
it hurts mi real bad..
it feels tat u r not happy..
i lost my emotions..
i jus broke down..
i nd a repair..
onli u can brin mi back to life..
n u have to do it..
i feel so helpless n useless..

~nic:(

2008-03-14T20:13:00.000-07:00

life has been rather gD for mi these days..
with e companionship of my gal, it's great!!
noth beats this time of my life right now..
i wan it to last.. last last n last plz!!
i noe it will.. i have confidence in us!!
talkin abt it.. jus rmb tat smth happened on thurs..
it was so embarrassing la cn?!? did it at a wrong time..
n guessed wad?@? got discovered.. felt so pai sehh la!!
din noe wad to do.. so kept quiet n feel so embarrassed!!
if there was a hole in e ground i would dig mi whole face inside it..
haha.. oh ya.. n yan jun lent mi her n73!!
den still got sim card inside de.. so gD hoh?!?
sianx.. mi dad confiscate my phone den mi mum still haven buy for mi..
but its ok.. its soon.. i noe it..
the feelin of w910i is around mi hands already..
cool.. i would get e red 1.. quite style..
yest went to or ong de buffet..
did everythin till abt lets say 1040??
den we left his hse already.. went to meet weiyu..
haha.. chatted n everythin till abt 1plus den i went home liao..
haha.. msg-ed with dear till she feel aslp!!
but its okay.. my dear gal, i noe u r tired..
rest well ya?!? i rather u fall aslp instead of mi^^
at least i still can pEii u till u slp..

to my dear gal~
heyy my dear.. i noe u r v tired these few days..
rest well k?? have to get energised to meet mi ltr..
haha.. i will be waitin to meet u..
*whispers* i loveya.. till e end of time..
i already devoted my whole heart to u..
101% no space for any1 le.. don worry..
i noe tat sometimes u think too much right??
but its true.. my love for u will neva change..
i will not make empty promises or wad-so-eva..
i will not say anymore.. let my actions prove it to u k? :)

~nic^^

2008-03-09T03:59:00.000-07:00

8 of march!! congrats to mr n mrs ong..
today was yr bigg dayy..
on 7 march i still went to ton..
so tired.. slept for lyk 15mins?
damn.. so tired..
but when i was with my gal im neva tired..
well so i woke up at 6plus a bit n rushed down to black 221..
i wad late bt thankfully noth happened yet..
so i was still considered on time i think..
i ate a bun for breakfast.. den mr ong asked mi to style his hair..
so hornoured.. *laughes evil-ly!!*
haha.. but well.. after tat went to receive his bride..
mrs ong's sisters gave him a hard time..
but he did so well for all of em!!
cool man mr ong!!!
den did all e things already den we were brought to orchid country club..
haha.. den we playeed cards n stuff till abt 5plus den we were briefed again..
haha.. it sounded a little challengin but we were all set for it..
at first.. we had to be bouncers.. cant allow any1 to get in..
den we stood for abt an hr n a half??
den i had to rush up to do lightings..
i had so mani things to do i kept rushin n runnin up n down..
but no choice la.. i wanna help mr ong to make his weddin runs beautifully..
i did it well.. so pleased with myself!! i did it well..
so nervous but jiayu asked mi to have confidence in myself!!
so i did.. haha.. thanks bro~
den watched my gal dance.. haha..
cool~~ tumbs up!!
haha.. they were more co-ordinated den be4..
den durin half e show i flared up upon hearin smth..
joshua told mi tat mi classmate hit jiayu'head..
i waas so pissed i ask jiayu wad happened..
he told mi already i went to confront him..
but when i went there i saw him wantin to make jiayu again i think..
i erupted n shouted at him..
asked him wad he wanted.. if he was not happy den go out settle la..
n stuff.. i was dead fierce n super buay song..
ready to throw mi heated fist on him..
but i wad pulled back by guang liang..
he said tat its mr ong,s weddin to day so i should chill..
luckily went away cryin.. i sound lyk im so bad..
but it was smth he deserved.. they said i was so scary n so beng..
aiya.. wadeva la.. who ask him lyk tat treat mi bro..
no1 can do tat n get away from it easily..
den watched e show n e gate crashin in e morn..
n OMG guess wad.. mr ong had a forfeit n had to eat sour pulms n we helped also..
it was not a normal sour pulm.. it was super sour la..
deni was feature inside his video..
it was such an ugly sight la.. chewing hard n nodding mi head..
ohwell wad was showned was showned n i can do noth abt it..
haha.. so ps la can.. haha..
after e weddin i went dear home..
talked a while n she went home..
no bus le so took a cab back..

~nic^^

i loveya dear!! i m falling deeper n deeper for u each day..
i cant control it.. i can neva find myself again if u leave mi..
so don ever leave mi k? ^^

2008-03-06T07:01:00.000-08:00

hais.. i duno h ow to start.. i m so sad..
haiis.. i reali lost now.. wanna be found again..
i got lost without u holdin mi hands n guiding mi..
i lost mi sense of direction.. i reali did..
i din get a gD bye hugg.. i cant feel e warmth..
all i m now is a freezing soul-less creature..
after i left.. i sat down thinkin of jus now..
it all seems so scary to mi.. i m so shocked this actually happened!!
i reali m so scared.. i guess i m a bit more sensitive..
but tat is onli tellin mi how i care abt u..
n tat i m so scared of losin u.. i m so afraid..
i duno why i came to blogg.. guess i needed some1 to talk to..
i reali hope to get more care n concern from u..
even if i get jus a little more.. i will be quite satisfied..
i hate it when u always listen to yr mp3 n keep quiet..
it always is a v scary thing.. i always feel so alone..
i don wanna feel tat way.. i wanna feel tat i have u all along with mi..
e scenes i c in sch is even more disheartenin..
i guess i guess have to get used to it??
but i reali don lyk it.. m i reali askin for too much??
god.. plz tell mi.. give mi some directions..
haiis.. walls cant even numb mi now..
i nd somethin more den tat.. i m kinda waitin for yr msg..
but nvm its ok.. i m used to it le..
i miss u mi dear~ who can i turn to now??
u don even seem lyk u bother abt mi at all..
is it tat u reali don care abt mi le ma??
so mani questions to ask now..
but who can i turn to?!?

~nic^^

2008-03-05T01:39:00.000-08:00

woot.. so long neva blogg le..
got all my results back le..
i failed 2subs!! sianx..
actually onli wanna fail 1 de..
but in e end failed ss!! all did so well lors!!
but i wrote out of point den fail lyk shit la..
ya.. e other sub is bio la.. it goes without sayin..
yest mdm ng cried in class sia..
her words so touchin la!! i wanna study le!!
cant fail bio anymore!! must chiong le!!
after ss remedia yest went home..
bathe den went to meet dear~
so fun.. had a fun time with her.. so happy..
today actually wanna wait for her den pei her home de..
but no1 peii mi in sch.. so went home first..
den msged her n asked if she wan mi go meet her ma..
but she haven reply la.. so long le..
nvm bahs.. but think today cant meet her le..
benson poh!! u ass!! u dua mi!!!!!
u ask mi go bball den u neva go!!
hai mi noth do at home den cant wait for dear~
tml go sch den settle with u!!

~nic^^

2008-02-21T06:47:00.000-08:00

today is a cool day.. quite happy..
but well.. i feel wierd.. duno why..
feel v happy as well as sadness..
it still lingers in mi.. i duno how to explain..
mi day was great today.. u jus brighten up mi day..
we sat down n chatted.. eventhough this sounds borin..
it certainly isn't!! ppl jus duno n don understand..
but with u arnd.. noth is borin!! life is jus great..
pass few days spent it well n meaninful!!
jus love it.. common test finally over le!!
cool man.. bio is sure fail de..
e paper is so difficult la!!
duno why set so hard de!! to kill?!?
i m sure there will be a whole lot of bloodshed!!
trust mi man.. i m quite certain!!
well noth much to post already!! cyas soon!!
after i know yr answer n wad u think of mi..
i v happy la can?!? i can blast off to e moon le la!!
its okay.. i would spend mi days with u anywhere..
its meaninful to have u arnd!! *misses!!

~nic^^

2008-02-11T07:00:00.000-08:00

today.. wa e date lyk make mi sad lehs..
date n month.. so sad sia..
hmmm 1 yr had past from last yr le..
i still can rmb last yr this day..
haha.. everyday so happy.. keep smiling n laughin..
haha.. but horrible things do happen..
haha.. but its ok.. jus make sure u r happy..
hmmm past is past but duno why lehs..
lyk so difficult to 4get lehs..
haha.. nvm.. last long with yr boy k??
be happy n cheerful 4ever..
u will be blessed n remain happy!!
i will neva 4get e past.. happy memories..

today went for mi match.. went there happily..
den played our best n lost abt 12points..
its ok team!! it was a great match n gD effort..
but for yk ah!! slacker.. never go sch n match..
today no centre!! so i go n help rebound lors..
did ok.. quite well.. did a couple of great passes.. xD
happy happy.. yeap!!

~nic^^

2008-02-06T09:20:00.000-08:00

hello blogg!! i finally revived u!!
oh!! thank god!! i m bac for now!!
after so long.. i finally logged in to blogg..
i miss typin on this page but always gt no time..
i always jus feel lazy as usual..
hmmm today is cny le!!!!!!!!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!!
today de cny celebrations in sch was zZzZzZz...
tat is how bad it is man!! seriously..
don have mascort contest..
i mean.. its not lyk i missed it..
cause i had to cross dress or wad..
but its e mascort thingy tat makes it fun!!
haha.. so after sch.. went bac le..
den slept liao.. so so so tired..
slept for so long lors.. so long since i had some gD rest..
woke up at 1plus.. den went to buy somethings with dad..
haha.. but returned with jus ice onli..
den i v gUai today.. duno why lehs..
so helped to clean things n stuff..
i was so shocked to notice..
i was cleanin mi carpet when i saw how much dust it contains..
i wad horrified.. but oh well..
den had reunion dinner with cousins n other ppl..
den now duno why.. online den suddenly jus feel lyk bloggin..
so i did.. haha.. so this must be yr lucky day^^
haha.. i wad jus kiddin.. don be shocked..
i ltr still nd go pray liao.. gTg liao..
i gtg down help dad burn joss paper..

~nic^^

2008-01-09T01:38:00.000-08:00

sry ppl.. so long neva blogg liao..
v lazy blogg sia.. aiyo..
den sch also start le.. cant blogg too much..
haha.. must start to study hard le..
lOlS.. tat is at least wad i hope la..
haha.. so plz help to encourage mi to study..
too mani things happened liao..
not gg to say..
cause too mani things say liao..
haha.. t.C ppl.. free le den blogg again bahs..

~nic^^

2007-12-23T06:41:00.000-08:00

haha.. on fri i went overseas..
haha.. hmmm but i missed somethin..
somethin v important!!
arghhh.. bball match with yckss..
sianx ah.. we lost by 8 points..
sianx ah.. i think is don have mi tat is why!!
zZz.. jus kiddin la.. don boo at mi la!! aiyo..
haha.. so i did mani things there..
n today was e last day.. we played water sports..
haha.. they were fun!! first, we sat e speed boat..
haha.. i cant drive it at first.. but he let mi in e end..
e feeling was pretty gD!! haha.. ownin 1 is even beta..
second, i went parasailing.. haha.. fun but not windy de..
ahaa.. den last up i think... i went to play banana boat..
haha.. quite fun la.. don say not fun..
but e price was quite ex.. it was 100plus..
haha.. sry mum n dad.. made u pay so much..

~nic^^

2007-12-20T05:22:00.000-08:00

haha!! i finally finished workin already..
tired le.. work so often..
so i think i m gg rest liao le.. gg spend e $$ real well..
haha..so.. wed after work went out with drey.
went to far east first.. she gave mi lolly-pop again..
n we challanged again to c who cAN finish it faster..
haha.. we r so funny yea?? as usual..
bein a professional sucker, she won..
haha!! don kill mi if u c this drey :)
den shopped n stuff n i bought a belt n buckle in spin B..
it cost $40.. zZz.. haha.. den went to other places..
went to top shop n drey saw a v nice shirt..
i encouraged her to buy it cause it was nice!!
i loved e colour as well as e design..
den tired le took 162 den changed 855 to go bac home..
durin e bus ride i was v sadd..
i could not find mi ear piece.. so i called mi mum..
as it was left at mi work place.. so she is gg to get it bac for mi..
went home le.. bathed, den rushed to yj JiE de hse..
for a bbq.. to cele mi bro's bday.. zj mEii siao de..
i called n talked things den she say..
"if u don get yr ass her within 5mins u r dead!!"
wOw.. i was in trouble.. haha.. went there n started eatin..
eat eat n EAT even MORE!! ^@^
den bro came!! we chatted n watched e tebe till morn..
when i fell aslp at abt 5plus?? felt a bit unwell..
chiong 2 n half sticks.. noth do ma..
den stomach wierd wierd de..
so slept till abt 7?~?~?~?~
i don have enough slp la seriously!!
everyday slp less den 6hrs la.. den yest slept onli 2hrs..
wake up le den crapped n chatted den at 12??
we went to central to have our lunch n buy psp de games n stuff..
den came bac with lots of food for yj JiE!! she wanted to eat so much!!
lOlS!! she is e real pis.. ^@^ don kill mi ah JiE!!
den came home at 5plus.. haha..

~nic^^

2007-12-15T07:04:00.000-08:00

wa!!!!!!!! so long neva blogg again!!
sry.. haha.. duno wad has gotten into mi..
btw i have been workin for e past week or so bahs..
haha.. waitin to get all mi pays..
haha!! den go shop lyk mad.. wOOt..
haha.. mi work now so bloody slack la..
mi mum de company nd ppl do den ask mi do..
i go there.. den sit down on e chair n gossip n stuff..
sit till e chair v warm den mb got a person come..
den i jus go to e showroom de door..
jus open den wait for e person to finish viewing..
den after tat i jus go bac n sit again..
lOlS.. i work noth do den chiong psp onli lors..
haha.. bored.. but nvm.. i gettin free pay..
haha.. lots of things happened n im lazy to say..
next time perhaps.. but i gotta blogg abt today..
in e morn woke up at 650??
den went to yck station with mi bro..
went there to meet ppl den yk is late as usual..
den we went to ngee ann civic plaza(taka)
for our 3on3 competiton..
woot.. our first match..
jus warmed up.. won them..
but not by a lot lors..
den 2nd match.. i was on form..
shot n score a few shots n stuff..
den third match we defended well..
we actually should not lose de..
lost by a mistake by mi..
hais.. so sad.. i looked down on a player n let him shoot..
he scored!! wtf man.. if i din let him shoot den will draw le!!
so sad.. den e last match match also won..
haha.. so we proceeded to e qualifying round..
first time i joined outside de thing got a big achievement..
mi andy n yee khang!! we rock!!!!!!
we will continue to win.. neva give up!!!!
jiayous!! we playes well today.. thank god..
den rained.. so it was postponed.. sianx ah..

~nic^^

2007-12-08T07:39:00.000-08:00

haha.. went to work today..
another job.. new de..
its v simple.. jus use a thing to pumb ballons..
so easy i don feel lyk stoppin this job..
n e pay is lyk v gd la.. $6.50 per hour!!
OMG la.. haha.. so shiock sia.. haha..
den somemore also can slack.. still slack quite a lot somemore sia..
den work till 6.. den finish work liao..
hmmm rushed to change clothes..
den went to novena to wait for mi parents to fetch mi..
i had mi cousin de wedding dinner.. WOOT..
haha.. den eat till super full den come bac here blogg liao..
so long din blogg liao.. duno why..
partly cause is v sianx.. den partly is cause no time..

~nic^^

2007-12-08T07:32:00.000-08:00

on fri.. i went to a bbq..
haha.. aaron they all de..
hmmm actually it was not bad de..
but a person jus spoilt mi mood..
jus with her atti.. wtf did i do la..
nbccb.. i fuckin din do anythin la..
i jus sat there n din do anythin..
n today i was told to go to her blogg to c..
after seein tat i totally was shocked..
i din do anythin.. den tio atti..
din say anythin.. still say mi in her blogg..
wtf la?? i reali din noe wad i did wrong la..
seriously la.. we chatted n he told mi somethings..
i reali agreed with tat.. so beware of it sia..
haha.. yk de face was all with cake..
haha.. v funny la can??

~nic^^

2007-12-03T19:23:00.000-08:00

hmmm sunday.. finally mi last day at work liao..
haha.. mi friend gtg cut hair as he gg overseas tml..
or his coach will help him cut.. so in e end i asked andy work..
haha.. we were on time.. jus nice 11 reach..
erm.. den we worked till 12 plus den went to slacked all those liao..
den 2 lyk tat went to buy lunch..
went to bk buy!!!!!!!! guess wad?!?
behind us tat gal v chio la!! den somemore keep lyk givin us hints la..
but we went to eat lunch.. haha.. kept thinkin abt her la..
den andy said:" steady la.. ltr i go take her number.. u pEii mi go"
i v happy la.. den said ok lors..
in e end i duno why..
heart beat v fast den din go with him..
he din get her number.. den e second time..
i went with him.. den she gave her msn liao..
we so happy la can?!? den work n slack ll these den work over liao..
den i went to c psp.. in e end bought a psp..
den on e way home saw audrey..
went home with her in e end cause sean gg airpork:):)
den talked cock all those.. reached home real quick..
den wen i alighting tat time.. i showed audrey mi psp..
she was lyk v shocked la.. n acted angry n petty..
lOlS.. v happy la..

~nic^^

2007-12-03T19:17:00.000-08:00

haha.. sat.. alarm rang.. i pressed off..
den guess wad?!? i went to slp again..
den woke up n noe tat i was late..
zZz.. hmmm den mi mum fetch mi to buy light breakfast..
den she bought for mi lunch also..
wa.. i got mu aii man!!! haha.. envy right?!?
den hurry got on e train.. mi friend got up e train at bishan tat stop..
den off we went.. to expo again..
wa.. mi n him tgt even worst ah..
slack till even worst ah.. but wen we worked tat time right..
its reali la.. v effective la can?!?
den in e end we went home tgt at night..
den went to friend de bday..
we kept our stomachs empty eventough we ate dinner la..
we r hungry ghost la can?!?
den reached liao went to bbq.. had troubles startin e fire.. cause wind too big..
but in e end a while more can liao..
ATE ATE ATE.. tat time wad we did..
haha.. eat till v late liao.. n v full laio den we bid our gD byes..
haha.. mi n friend stay onli next block so went home tgt..
but poor yk.. he accompany us to our main gate liao den walked home alone!!
poor thing.. haha.. den went home bath liao go slp also.. v late liao..
abt 3lyk tat liao..
tml still got work!! so faster went to slp..
haha.. this is for sat de post..

~nic^^

2007-12-03T19:07:00.000-08:00

fri woke up n used e comp.. a while den left hse liao..
went to amk de mac meet up with bball ppl..
haha.. went to bought spray with them..
den after tat ate lunch there..
den went to meet our coach liao at mrt station outside..
he asked mi n weiwei go change..
change liao den we went to chung cheng sec play friendly match..
sad to say.. we lost.. but they were gD..
i must admit.. mi n andy got top scorer.. so happy..
den after tat so hungry.. din buy anythin den nd go work liao..
hmmm yk helped mi keep mi wallet..
den seperated from him tat time still with him..
i called him tat time he don wan answer..
den went up e bus den answer.. zZz..
den he got down a stop away..
give mi liao den i went to expo work liao..
so far.. onli mp3 pEii mi onli..
den reached liao den he say mi pay start from 6..
wtf la.. i reached at 5.30 lehs.. walan eh..
den had a sad news.. 1 of mi friends quit liao..
so jiayu can take his place n work..
den after tat even worst.. 2others also wanna quit..
zZz.. so in e end 3 person quit..
den i asked mi friend come work..
den jiayu asked his friend also..
but tat day slacked lyk siao..
i worked for 3hrs la.. den lyk onli work 30mins??
haha.. slacked e other time..
den went bac to amk again.. went to arcade with jiayu..
mi usual patner there.. yupppp..
den after tat waited for JiE to come bac..
den talked a while den went to bus stop liao..
she pEii mi wait for bus.. ahah.. tHaNx..
den went home after tat.. mi mum called mi..
asked mi to go down cause she n mi dad come bac liao..
den wanna brin mi go eat supper.. wa.. song man..
eat till full full bath den slp liao.. so fuckin tired la..
this post is for fri de..

~nic^^

2007-12-03T19:03:00.000-08:00

bac.. so long din come into this website liao..
had been workin not much time to blogg..
also not much time to slp too.. sad hoh??
ya lors.. haha.. started work on thurs..
was alone at work.. but after tat they were all mi friends liao..
haha.. den at night.. went to find anna JiE..
went home tgt.. took 88 bac..
hmmm den went to s11 eat..
cause we both neva eat dinner..
so went to eat.. saw eugene there workin too..
chatted with him.. den told him tml got friendly match..
he asked mi help him find jersey..
i tried but to no avail.. so don dare call him tell him..
den after tat went home.. reached at abt 12plus bahs..
this post is for thurs de...

~nic^^

2007-11-28T00:04:00.000-08:00

wow!! so long neva blogg liao sia..
real lazy.. got lots of things to say but lazy la..
hmmm.. jus to let u all noe..
i ltr gg for job briefing liao lehs!!
haha.. so i must jiayous!!

~nic^^

2007-11-25T19:50:00.000-08:00

wa!! its great bein a gd boy yest!!
hmmm but unfortunately mi parents went out..
i wanted to peii them till evenin den go out de..
but who noes tat they went out..
but i also at evenin den went out ma..
den went to meet bro.. went to central..
hmmm pEii bro put game into psp..
den did somethin v ps la!!
but it also did not susceed lors..
haha.. so its lyk ps for noth la.. zZz sia..
hmmm den went to yj de hse again..
went to be her rubbish bin again.. lOlS!!!
den after tat we went home cause she went to e airport with mum..
yuppp.. haha.. it wad nice yest..
cause i bought ice cream again n did not get scam liao!!
happyhappy!!!!

~nic^^

2007-11-24T22:14:00.000-08:00

yest after i tonned at andy de hse..
i went to meet audry n anna JiE..
lOlS.. so sry ah.. i was lyk abt an hr late..
but no choice wad.. his hse is lyk at tampanies la!!
wtf la.. so fuckin far..
somemore he takes bus to sch everyday!!
its lyk so pro la.. zZz..
so after meetin them.. we went to wisma to shop..
den we went to far east.. den off we went to city link..
wa.. we walked lyk damn far lars..
zZz.. so tired.. we were all exhausted la..
den we went to find their friend..
at boat quay there.. we walked from a v far place la..
walked from near esplanade there la!!
den actually wanna eat at their shop de..
but its lyk v ex plus not lookin nice at all la..
so in e end we walked to lao pa sa to eat..
walked so damn far back again..
arghhhh!!! on e way to eat!!
i got corned!!!!! tat uncled fucked up sia..
walked past an ice cream thingy..
den wanted to eat ma.. den ate mint chocolate chips..
den he put into a cup n added another 2 biscuits..
i thought he v gd sia.. den in e end..
i gave him a $2 note.. den he said..
$2.. thanx ah!! den i was lyk.. wa sianx sia..
nvm la.. longlong let some1 corn onli..
but its lyk super sianx la..
den in e end after eatin all these i went home..
reached at abt 10.. being v guai yest ma..
so went home early.. cause i ton outside 2days liao ma..
so go back pEii parents caused they said they missed mi la^^
so gd hoh?!? haha.. also felt tired..
den in e end watched a v nice show till 1 lyk tat den went to slp liao..

~nic^^

2007-11-23T01:16:00.000-08:00

hello ppl.. this post n for ~LIMWEIYU&TANYANJUN!!!!!!!!!
u guys ah.. duno how to say..
i noe u all can last tgt de..
u all have to cherish yr relationship ya?!?
for mi also not this case..
put mi heart n soul plus mi 101% into it liao..
but it jus does not turn out e way i wanted it to be..
so plzplzplz cherish it k??
anyway u all de 1year also comin liao lehs!!
think wad to buy or do to impress each other bahs..
as for mi.. i m searchin for mi mrs right^^
i noe i can do it de!!!
NICHOLASTAN!! JIAYOUS CAN ANOT AH?!?
haha.. yuppp.. btw u 2 de atti all v bao zhao de ma..
u all yi ren rang yi bu ke yi ma??
i noe u 2 r tryin!! but u have to try even harder!!

TO: ~TANYANJUN&LIMWEIYU~
FROM: ~NICHOLASTAN!!

~NIC^^

2007-11-23T01:10:00.001-08:00

haha.. hello ppl..
i m bac from yj de hse liao..
hmmm come bac rest a while..
morn woke up liao den bathe all those den went cut hair liao..
haha.. den came bac at abt 1??
hmmm due to us not eatin our breakfast, we were starved!!
den i ask JiE help mi cook fried rice!!
yumyum!! haha quite nice la..
got her thoughts inside it ma..
eat den slacked liao now at home le..
hmmm somemore ltr gg die liao..
i gg to andy de hse ton liao..
zZz.. its lyk maraton for mi these 2days right?!?
wa.. tired sia.. btw never went to bball tranin today..
psps team!! haha.. jiayous tgt for e tournament next year!!
sianx we next year gg to move to south zone liao lehs..

~nic^^

2007-11-23T01:03:00.000-08:00

haha.. hello ppl..
yest went yj de hse ton..
hmmmm i v lazy post sia..
how?!? any1 tell mi can?!?
hmmm so morn went to meet bro..
reached his hse at abt 11??
den he put songs into his psp slim..
i rode yj de bike go repair e internal tire..
went with bro.. ok liao den we went to slack all those..
haha.. funfunfun!! den went to yj de hse..
we bought her lunch!! thank us ah JiE!!!!!
den at night we had pizzas for dinner..
in e night, we chiong movie..
den sio watch sio watch..
lols.. hmmmm den in e end..
5lyk tat we went to slp liao..
haha.. quite tiring.. but gd to spend time tgt..

~nic^^

2007-11-21T02:49:00.000-08:00

hello ppl.. sianx ah....
v azy blogg lyk tat liao..
hmmm yest i went out..
haah.. 4got wad time all those liao..
oh ya.. rmb liao.. hmmm used comp till afternoon..
den ltr went to meet andy his sis n his cousins..
guess where were we gg??
we were gg to bishan to swim!!
long time neva swim liao..
den also wanna go there c chiobu de..
but e v sianx thing i tat it jus finished rainin..
den those cb don wanna go down there bahs..
den we swam aall those den i went to meet bro..
v sianx lors.. yj de bike tire spoil..
cant pump.. den i cycled it la..
no choice..i cant be walk there ma..
den cycle there den it jus closed..
wtf la.. no air de lehs.. v tired dn closed?!?
damn la.. den went to bro friend hse park bike..
we went to s11 eat.. den wen to do wad we nd..
den cycled back to yj de hse even though its rainin..
den at her hse watched movvie..
i ate tidbits.. den after tat went home!!
den i c e time thingy..
163 de last bus is 1plus..
855 de is 1..
den i waited there for lyk more den 40mins la..
no bus come sia.. zZz!!
den in e end took cab bac sia..
so near also nd to pay 5..
wa.. mid night de charge so hiong sia!!

~nic^^

2007-11-17T07:44:00.000-08:00

hello ppl.. bac again..
hees.. today i m a gd boy..
i wanted to spend time with mi father..
so went to his company de event..
family day de thingy.. lOlS!!!!
haha.. actually mi dad also not v bad a times la..
he is great!! but bad at times..
hmmmm.. his event lasted for quite a while..
i played go-kart n lots more in there..
n e first time during e go-cart..
i overtook a person.. den e facilitator kb mi..
he said wad.. its for fun!! wad for have such dangerous driving..
zzz.. its e person not fast enough for mi ma..
lyk tat also become mi fault sia.. si bEii sianx ah!!
den after tat mi dad fetched mi to cscc..
as i said i was gg there to play ball..
but when i arrived there!!
mi friends were not there..
they went to bishan playy.. called mi..
but i din answer.. so could not tell mi..
but mi other friends r still there..
play till 10plus den came home n have dinner n stuff le..
lols.. yupppp.................

~nic^^

2007-11-16T09:00:00.000-08:00

hello ppl..
haha.. today went out to play ball in e noon..
den chiong home.. went to meet bro..
we went cycling!! we cycle a lot n far..
lols.. bro!! its tiring but fuckin fun la..
so nvm la..its worth it de la..
we cycle more liao den ok liao..
yr leggs will be ok liao..
den at abt 12plus went back liao..
haha.. had lots of fun today..

hais.. why u all lyk tat de??
others i still noth say lehs..
u all r god siblings lehs..
suan liao.. wad m i treated as sia??
nd den call?? no nd den jus throw away lyk trash?!?
u all got liang xin ma?!?
think abt it.. suan liao..

nitex ppl.. today v sianx..
got things troubling mi..
i gotta go slp early liao or not how sia?!?
hu si luan xiang den die liao..

~nic^^

2007-11-15T22:24:00.000-08:00

hello ppl.. psps yest neva post..
i now gg post yest de..
hmmmm i v gUaI yest..
din go out till at abt 7 lyk tat..
haha.. den went to meet mi bro..
went to a foodcourt..
he wanted to eat pohpiah den we went there..
but he stopped at mi hse de stop to wait for mi..
i rushed down.. den 855 n 163 came..
den we took 163 which is behind..
den he paid by coins.. den uncle asked him shoe ez-link card..
den he showed.. den tat ass wanted mi bro to tapp his card..
he told him tat he has $$ inside n wanted to usee it to take another trip de..
den he insisted tat bro tapp his card..
den mi bro is lyk so gd la..
gd to let e uncle con.. nbccb..
tat uncle is lyk so fucked up la!!
den mi "heroic act" come liao.. zZz..
i asked.. uncle!! ppl said still got $$ den u still wan him tap..
u want to earn twice his $$ ah?!?
den i say.. lyk tat earn $$ v shuang ah??
den kbkb liao den bro said nvm la..
den we went behind.. i wad lyk so pissed la..
but in e end.. bro de stall neva open..
so ate other stuff.. den went to yj de hse..
watched final destination 3..
den bro went home.. i met mi friend..
went to reservior.. at night there v nice..
v peaceful n quiet.. den at abt 12 lyk tat..
we went home liao..

~nic^^

2007-11-14T19:48:00.000-08:00

hello ppl.. i nowadays v lazy post sia..
anyway.. yest i woke up early..
den it was rainin.. suppossed to go to bball..
but call every1 all slpin=.=
den in e end benson also say other day..
so i went bac to slp.. den go payy 3on3 de $$
pay le.. pEii andy go cut hair at rave..
i don dare go there le.. got fear of gg there..
den cut hao de.. we went to funland to play pool..
din play well sia.. sadded..
den we went to mi hse.. andy peii mi change den go cscc play ball..
we reached there at abt 4..
den i played till 6plus lyk tat..
den bro called mi le.. told mi to meet at 7..
i choing home.. den bathe n prepare all these..
den went to hub to meet him..
den we went to do our stuff all these den met yj..
she was lyk so pissed off n angry la..
duno why.. JiE ah.. don lyk tat la..
scare all of us sia.. den i duno wad to do..
so i left first to let bro to hong u..
demn went to bus stop n saw aaron tan again..
he wanted thing from mi.. den i asked why he don have..
lol.. e so suay sia.. kana caught by aunty..

~nic^^

2007-11-13T06:40:00.000-08:00

hello ppl.. haha..
today woke up.. den waited for wy de call..
supposed to go out wif him..
den he called mi n asked abt psp dl de games..
went to thomson plaza to meet him..
he told mi got ppl diao him..
den i n him purposely went to kfc to c bac..
but they buay gan de.. diao also don dare diao..
den they went to toilet..
thought they wanna pia jiu de..
den we waited n played psp..
but a while more den left le..
zZz.. so not interesting la..
den we went to hub de s11..
went to meet zh.. den went to k-pool play pool..
so long neva play liao.. lost touch le..
mi bro even worst.. too lon neva play liao..
dn we went to hub there walkwalk..
den bought somethings.. restock..
den actually wanted to go zh friend hse de..
but he dua ua..
den we went bac to hub..
meet yj.. den we went to her hse..
after this post i gg bac le..
wy wanna go home le..
he tml gg job interview..
wish him luck k??? :):)

~nic^^

2007-11-11T07:31:00.000-08:00

hello ppl.. haha..
today is mi JiE de bday!!(biological de)
haha.. happy bday to u k?!?
stay happy n pretty too k?!?
n stay long with yr boy!!
woke up den mi JiE de bf already in mi hse le..
changed n stuff den went to cut cake..
den went with mi parents to east coast!!
sry mum n dad.. seldom pEii u all out now le..
den we went there to meet mi parents de friend..
i rollerbladed there.. din blade for lyk a millions years le la..
haha.. din have e feel at first.. but u noe la..
i m a PRO!! so got e feel bac..
it was fun.. after a long time blading..
we went for lunch at subway at 3plys..
den went to mi aunt hse cause mi cousin gettin married le..
but she now in.. asked us to find her at a place..
i went there for a while.. den went to cscc le..
went to play ball.. play le went to hub to datona a while..
den be4 this i went to bathe..
i found out tat it is v difficult to bathe sia!!
din noe tat so diffi bathe with extended hair..
i din think of this wen i did it.. dumb rightT_T
sianx=.= but its okay..
holidays mahs.. must try new things ma..
yuppp.. talk till here onli le..
nitex ppl.. t.C n tata^^

happy bday JiE once again!!

~nic^^

2007-11-10T07:48:00.000-08:00

hello ppl.. hees..
today woke up early..
took mrt to paya laba..
den went to city plaza to extend hair..
wanna give it a try onli..
holidays ma.. must try something new!!
den waited for ppl to finish le den i did mine..
i extended onli my fringe.. n its blue..
cool right?!? den went for diner at still road..
the crab there r fantastic!! :):)
they r great!! den went to bugis!!!
not to shop la.. buy mi JiE de present!!
haha.. bought her a present.. lOl!!
a gd brother right?!? den went to orchard..
meet anna JiE n zj mEii walkwalk..
den pEii JiE go newurban to c her slipper..
as she wanted to buy.. haha..
but in e end she din buy.. she tml den gg buy..
den went to do things den went home le..

~nic^^

2007-11-09T06:49:00.000-08:00

hello ppl.. haha..
i m now v frustrated by friendster!!
arghhh.. it seriously sux big time la can?!?
so bloody lagg den still got so mani ppl use..
zZz.. got noth to do den use de bahs i suppose^^
enough of tat le la.. hmmmmm went to ss today..
mrs ess is a lot better den all ss teachers!!
she is much funnier!! n lammer too!!
eg"gd morn.. welcome to mi world!!"
this is lyk so lame de la can?!?
den after tat hab an hrs break..
went to basketball court shoot some hoops..
not bad.. got some form.. startin no form de..
den went for bio.. haha!!
so had bio den breaked again be4 havin phy!!
den since its lyk 2hrs break ma..
so mi yj n zj went to hub to eat..
we were all famished la!!
after eatin sy came to join us!!
den went to walk arnd..
in e end pon phy.. as they wanted to c shuai ge=.=
but both their shuai ges din go la.. so heng sia..
went went to sy de hse play majong..
den went to cscc again!! been there so often this week..
zZz.. ppl keep jio-ing mi there lehs..
zZz.. yuppp.. i gtg le.. wanna chat on e phone le..
byebye.. tata^^

~nic^^

2007-11-08T07:26:00.000-08:00

haha.. hello ppl..
n happy deepavali man..
haha.. seriously no offence la..
haha.. i today v guai.. stayed at home till late afternoon..
den after tat to play ball..
haha.. but today de post i noth much to write..
haha.. but i msg with a reali cute gal la..
lOlS!! winner le la..
yuppp.. tat is all lors..
tata ppl^^ ^^ ^^

~nic^^

2007-11-07T08:26:00.000-08:00

hello.. shall talk abt today de things le..
woke up n played psp..
play till 8.45 still at home playin..
i nd to reach sch at 9 de.. but i don care..
den had ss.. i missed 2days of ss le..
but wen i went today.. it was totally boring!!
haha.. den went to prata at prata hse..
den went bac.. had bio.. den after tat went home..
actually they asked mi go gym de.. but i lazy..
so i asked them to go first.. den ltr go n meet them..
took a short napp.. den after tat went to find them..
short post today.. tired le..
psps ppl..

keep remembering things..
those r lyk so nice la..
but i knew tat they were too gd to be true..
haha.. but i shall stop here..
lyk tat enough for mi le..
go further also scared wad will happen..
jus keep these happy memories with mi!!
its sufficient!! ~~ i don ask for much de..
but of course hope will be given more..

~nic^^

2007-11-07T08:14:00.002-08:00

hello ppl.. haha.. i talk abt yest de things k??
cause yest neva blogg.. haha..
morn woke up so early.. zZz..
den went to sch there to wait for mi bro(weiyu)
he finish his paper le he come find mi..
i pon lesson den saw so mani friends..
zZz.. den while waitin for him i played psp!!
haha.. so fun man e game.. den went to peii wy cut hair..
den went to him hse.. did stuff den went to yj de hse..
slacked till abt 3 den went to hub cause wy wanna buy psp slim..
den when we at there i was so tempted to buy!!!!
damn.. asked mi mum but she din reply mi!! =.=
lol.. but nvm la.. hees.. den went to boat quay there..
wa.. night time there v nice sia.. LOL!!
yest was mi bro n my tian xia sia..
and did many happy things tgt..

den slack le went to yj de hse again..
haha.. went there to play psp..
hees.. wy de game v nice to play sia..(vice city)
den play till 12plus den go back le..
haha.. we took lots of pics.. but yj watchin show..
so she din wanna online send mi.. zZz..
ass right?!? yest actually don wanna be light bulb de..
but miss mi bro ma.. LOL!! so bo bian ah!!
sry bro n yj.. zZz..

~nic^^

2007-11-05T06:52:00.000-08:00

haha.. sry ppl..
yest neva update blogg..
v lazy yest.. hmmmm..
haha.. 4got wad happened on sunday le..
so i shall no dwell on it n tell u abt monday instead!! :):)
haha.. today woke up n went for chinese lesson..
den after tat v slack liao.. pon ss lessons..
hees.. den pEii anna JiE go make bank de things..
n sun bian pass her mi bagg to ask her to go bugis help mi make shorter..
cause she gg bugis ma.. den after tat went home..
v tired, so took a short nap.. den andy called n told mi meet at wad time..
den meet him le.. we went to peninsular plaza as we wanted to buy things..
find v long le but cant find e belt we wanna buy..
den in e end andy bought a white de skinny jeans..
den we walked to bugis cause its v near(took bus for 2stops in e end)
haha.. den we went there den we found e belt we wanted to buy..
i din buy.. onli andy bought.. den i went to buy another skinny jeans..
but this time its red..

haha.. another collection to mi skinny jeans!!
i got black, grey, green n now red le!!
wOOt.. haha.. den after tat we went home le..
but be4 tat i went to meet JiE to collect mi bagg from her..
haha!! tHaNx JiE for carrying it arnd for mi..
n tHaNx andy for lending mi yr psp(even though its not slim de)
tyty.. now i m back home le.. hees..
tat is all for today.. tata ppl^^

n btw andy bought de belt spoil le.. tml he gg change..
lucky i din buy sia.. LOL!!

~nic^^

2007-11-04T08:34:00.000-08:00

hello.. i am not free to update mi blog today..
i shall update mi post tml..
i am sorry ppl!

~nic^^

2007-11-03T08:11:00.000-07:00

haha ppl.. bac to blogg..
today went to amk station to meet ppl..
they r zj, ben, sy..
den we all went to fareast c hip-hop competiton..
haha.. it was pretty cool as well as boring..
den went to mani places arnd orchard..
den wen we were at paragon, anna JiE came to meet us..
hees.. den went to hereen.. felt v xin ku there..
tHaNx u guys for understandin..
den went back to thomson as they wanted to eat prata @ prata hse..
i ate 3 plain de prata.. i lyk e crispy-ness..
haha.. den wen mi n sy gg hub tat time saw connie n gang..
n guess wad.. tat was e second time we saw them=.=
haha.. den went to hub a while den peii sy go home..
den came home le.. but be4 tat did somethings..

haha.. i think carefully le..
its mi fault i guess..
haha.. i m wrong..
all was jus an illusion..
jus take it as a dream..
i reali m v reluctant..
but wad can i do?!?
fate is all i can say..
i m sry(to myself)
t.C n be happy to u..

~nic^^

2007-11-02T07:18:00.000-07:00

hello ppl xD
i m bac again for more action(:(:
woke up today den went to sch..
lucky was not late n din skip chinese again..
heng ah!! but had to do a lot of things in chinese=.=
den went for bio.. duno why cant concentrate den kp di siao ppl..
den went to find ky n andy.. we went to pool..
den went to find our friend to play ball..
went to cscc to play ball..
hees.. today i played okok.. not bad..
so lucky.. haha den after tat went for dinner..
den went to arcade peii friend play.. i din play..
den after tat i called yj in e bus..
she told mi things tat r lyk so ass la..
LOLS.. don say le la!! yj u better apologise k?!? (:(:
today de post so short onli.. psps..
no mood la.. moody these days.. nitex ppl..

hais.. it seems so near yet so far..
relationship drifted n distance takes over..
so sad.. but i duno wad to do le..
it seems all so complicated la..

2007-11-01T23:40:00.000-07:00

hello ppl.. (:(:
today so sianx.. woke up so late..
actually not late de.. but wen i woke up..
i was v tired ma.. den i told mi parents tat i gg ltr..
den in e end they 4got to ask mi maid to call mi wake up..
den i was lyk.. wake up le c time den sian diao liao..
but i had already missed chinese de lesson..
den i chiong to sch man!! =.=
tiring de la can?!? den on mi way into sch..
i saw sy n yj den they laughed at mi..
sianx.. haha.. they asked mi accompany them to buy things..
buy le went for bio le.. haha.. e bio de lesson was lyk quite bored..
den acres came to give us a talk on animals..
i c liao den quite sad la..

den went for lunch.. hees..
den called ppl to tell them tat fencing was brought 4ward to 1!!
haha.. fencing is fun!! haha..
den went to central to take slamdunk 3on3 competiton form..
den on our way to kfc right!!!
got a person diao andy la..
den andy also bu shuang(always lyk tat de :) )
den he wanna call ppl come down de..
den a banquet saw gabriel n friends..
den we all go jio meng him..
7 ppl to 3 person..
but yk n ky sure wont dong shou de lors..
den in e end jio meng le den noe is same de ppl..
but onli diffi de head la.. zZz..
but all so bu shuang..

thought today got interesting thing le la..
but in e end ALSO NOTH LE..
btw fencing was fun again..
cause i thrashed a noob 3-0
oh no!! so sad.. haha.. den lyk kbkb behind mi back la..
but lyk.. i don give a damn.. sore loser!!
den went to yk hse to lift dumb-bells..
nd to build up a lot la!! i wanna be fit zai(:(:
den played majong..
den went to botak jones to eat dinner with parents n jie..
thought esther will be working there but she din..
LOL!! okays bahs.. blogg till here le..
cause tml will be a busy day for mi again..
nitex ppl.. sweet dreams ya?!?

why now become lyk tat le??
msg u also reply so short..
den also lyk hu lan mi lyk tat..
hais.. wad should i do?!?
mb i m onli zi zhuo duo qing la.. ):):

~nic^^

2007-10-31T08:09:00.000-07:00

today v sianx lehs!! nd to wake up so early!!
den parents kept rushin mi..
den i asked them to fetch mi to sch..
den i went to opposite de coffee shop..
den i called sy.. "where u now?!?"
she said she had reached le..
but she was nowhere at sight..
den she replied "im there wad.."
den she asked mi where was i..
i said sch opposite de coffeeshop..
den she was lyk..
"im at kb de mac.."
den she asked mi to take bus there n hurry..
i rushed lyk mad there n took onli 5mins to reach there..
as i took a bus la.. den wen i was there sy asked mi..
i thought yest i got tell u its here? den i was lyk......
no!!!!!! u said usual place lehs!!
den she was lyk.. den u neva ask to confirm with mi..
as our usual place was at sch opposite de coffeeshop..
she also knew she was wrong den find excuses liao..
den we went to sch abt 1/2 an hr late la..
den i went to another chinese class..
e teacher was lyk a gd teacher la..
HENG AH!! (:(:

den after tat we had maths lesson..
it was boring!! lols..
den i pranked joshua..
joshua.. sry la.. don angry ya?!?
hees.. den after tat i was kana ps-ed laa..
den in e end went to opposite de coffeeshop with jy n nt..
nt told us abt his experiences in camp.. they sounded fun!!
den went home.. took a nap denjy called n asked mi go arcade..
went there late.. played a while den went to play ball..
play till quite long den went to a diffi place to play again..
but they got accompany mi home to change shoes n clothes first..
tHaNX ppl... den played till 10 den all e lights off le..
den went home.. on e way home.. while talkin on e phone..
andy called n told mi tat there was fencing tml!! T_T
sianx.. lOlS.. blog till here le.. nd to rest..
tml still got classes again..
tata every1!! t.C n slp early!!

~nic^^

2007-10-30T08:02:00.000-07:00

hello every1!! (:(:
today got noth much to say..
hees.. in e early morn nd to wake up le!!
sianx.. but its okay la..
den went out.. till 6 den went to vivo..
lOlS.. shopshop n talked crap a lot..
den i went home den to e swimmin pool..
mi friends r waitin for mi there..
for mi to chat n to return him his ds..
e 1 i borrowed yest!! sadded..
den when we were playin ds halfway i received a msg..
actually is more den 1.. abt 3 ppl msg n asked mi things..
but when i received a msg.. i was lyk so bloody sad la..
hais.. den till now i m lyk so moody la.. zZz..
arghhh.. i m reali so fuckin confused..
lots of things to be confused abt.. hais..
but no1 will ke lian mi wan la can??
don feel lyk blogging le.. duno wad to say..
jus lots of emotions comin to mi lyk tat..
i must go n spend time mending mi heart le..
nitex ppl.. n to u.. gDluck for tml de chinese paper..

~nic^^

2007-10-29T07:28:00.000-07:00

hello xD
i m bac for more bloggin (:
today woke up at 10 or 11 lyk tat..
den v bored..
went to use comp.. haha..
den mi friend asked mi if i wanted to ball ltr on..
since i had noth on, i agreed.. hees..
den i continued usin e comp..
den went to watch tebe..
den e time finally come le..
i packed mi bagg.. haha..
e bagg i bought yest onli..
v excited so used it..
stored all mi things inside(including shoe bagg)

i went down to meet mi friend to go tgt..
he took sometime.. but wen he was down......
he was lyk holdin onto a nitendo ds la..
at first i wasn't interested at all..
den i got attracted to e game..
mario go-kart.. i love tat game..
so mi friend teached mi how to play on the bus..
i sucked at it at first.. but after e guiding i m pro liao!!
reached there n it was drizzling.. so i din change yet..
den i continued playin it while mi friends went to shoot balls first..
in e end we decided to go hub de arcade..
reached there n we started playin..
arcade again.. zZz.. wad a waste of $$!!
den there was lyk 2 pros laa...
1 was pro in advanced n 1 in expert..
n the best part is tat they knew each other..
lols.. we were attracted n watched them play..

mani others were also attracted(not onli us!!)
den we spent our time there watchin n playin ds..
quite fun.. in e end wen i was playin e ds..
mi friend told mi tat mr ong was there!!
i was lyk shocked to c him there la..
we chatted briefly n seperated soon after..
mi friend n i went home first as e others wanted to go dota..
zZz.. since we neva play.. we went home first..
anyway we onli stay next block.. so got companion la.. (:
haha.. mi friend also lent mi his ds for a day..
haha.. i blog till here le.. don talk too much le ma..
i noe u guys don lyk mi to nagg too much also right??

~nic^^

2007-10-28T07:48:00.000-07:00

hello.. went out today!!
haha i jus love gg out..
never fail to enjoy myself when gg out..
hees.. in e morn yj n i decided to go out..
so we met at 1.. i was slightly late!!
why nowadays i m always late by a bit?!?
but anw i met her le den went to mr bean..
yj said she was v thirsty ma..
den we went to bugis by 133..
so long neva take bus to bugis especially 133!!

so e long bus journey started.. zZz..
but at least we had lots of things to talk abt..
den we shopped at bugis den went for lunch..
as i was v hungry!! we went to food junction..
there was so mani things to eat..
n they had such a wide variety tat i din noe wad to eat..
den in e end bought mi food n started eatin..
then i hurried yj to street.. hees..
we were so lucky la!!
we get in le den rain lyk siao le la!!
den spent time there shoppin lors..
in e end bought a bag from zinc..
hees.. *happyhappy*

den went bac early cause yj nd to go hospital..
den went to arcade for a while..
hees.. den did some other things after tat..
somethin happened.. reali v sad la can??
duno why will suddenly lyk tat de lors..
sadsad.. but wad is to happen will happen la..
so no choice la.. yupppp.....
i blog till here le la.. k?? tired.. (:(:

wad happened?!? why u suddenly change le??
where did e sportin u went??
why u don wan go out le :(:(
plz change bac^^
talkin crap here.. zZz..
take no notice to it ya?!?

~nic^^

2007-10-27T06:48:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERY1!! xDxD
rMb yest i went to yj hse n ton??
zZz.. slept from 6 slp till 9plus onli.. T_T
lyk so tired la can??
bUt zj more pro sia^^
she slp slightly later den mi la!!
wa.. *claps* bLeAh..
den yj is lyk so horrible la!!

yest she said!!
"i sure wont slp de, i will pEii u de"
den she is lyk e first to slp la!!
she slp till so sHuaNG la..
so din wake her up le..
woke up today den slack a while..
den after breakfast mi parents came to fetch mi..
as i went out with their as well as my canada friends..
mi mum said she wanted mi to go cause she said she wants to buy puma de things for mi^^
tY mum although in e end i din buy anythin=.=
haha.. din c anythin i lyk..
i all e way outside lyk v sleepy lyk tat lehs..
den went home le straight away drop dead on bed..
slept for 2hrs plus..
now feeling much beta le la.. haha..
i shall stop here today!!
ltr still wanna continue becomin a ^@@^

i reali enjoyed miself yesterday..
tHaNx!! i reali apprciate it la..
but i reali m confused..

~nic^^

2007-10-26T11:08:00.000-07:00

hahas.
im here!! [zhaojie]
haha.. this is mi!!(nic)
today.. i went to sch..
got report bk..
n it sux!!
den went to e canteen to choose jerseyy..
sizes n colours onli!!
but i m gg to take 13!! :)
** my fav num!! hehe [zhaojie]
i m bac.(nic)
then i rushed hm..
den audrey came to mi hse de stop..
we went to work today!!
we went to toa payoh de sports complex!!
we waited for connie too..
we were slightly late..
n e person was lyk so fierce la!!
he said"next time buy a fucking watch!!"
den we were briefed on wad to do..
den e event started..
i took grp 1!!
they were all e big shots la!!
e work ended at abt 5.30
haha.. e pay was lyk v gD la..
1 hr for $10..
i did for 6 hrs..
so i earned $60..
den changed into mi new havanas slipper..
i actually took e wrong side to e bus interchange..
so i wasted lyk $0.45 la.
den took 163 home n went for dinner..
mi jie kept on rushin mi la..
we ordered 3 crabs!!
they were all so huge la..
den zj msg mi n asked mi to go yj hse to ton..
n here i m bloggin..
with zj beside mi^^
and yj sleeping behind mi=.=
n btw mi mum asked mi to wear mi newurbanmale shirt..
so happy.. yj said it looked gD on mi^^
n zj last min said it too.. :D
tired le.. i stop here le..

2007-10-25T08:13:00.000-07:00

haha.. today no sch!!
so gd yea?? hEeS..
today went out.. but in e morn v pissed..
mi grandmother occupied e toilet for 45mins lyk tat!!
she is lyk so pro la..
duno wad she doin inside..
i was slightly late.. so sry..
aNw i went out with audrey n anna JiE..
den audrey's bf come n find us after his work..
they quite loving.. hEeS.. envyenvy..
at first we went to cine n i went to look for havanas..
did not have mi size.. so e promoter helped mi call n ask other outlets..
he told mi tat there was a last pair of it in the cathay..
he was lyk so helpful n kind la!! tHaNx!!
but we went down to hereen first..
tried e singlet.. tried mani of them but din buy there..
cause lazy to carry arnd!!
den we took a bus down to ps there den walked to the cathay..
den i tried e havanas slipper..
den i went out to draw cash out!!
but e machine did not have any $10 notes!!
man.. wad a day it was for mi..
but e cashier had his ways n helped mi..
so i bought these 2things..
they cost 100+..
wa so heartpain sia..
mi atm drained dry le..
sadsad.. yuppp..
den continued shoppin ltr on..
i had a hard time postin this post..
cause mi comp duno why so lagg today..
so u guys beta appreciate it lots k? :):)
tats all for today.. gg slp le..
tMl last day of sch!! yUpPiE!!
tata^^ go slp le..

2007-10-24T06:13:00.000-07:00

went to sch today n it was borin!!
did e cca exhibition thing today again..
it was a waste of mi time!! a total waste!!
den andy wanted a gal's number..
but he did not dare to ask at first..
so mi n timmy went to help him ask..
we tried our best but did not get her number..
but at least she gave us her name n asked us to search in friendster..
but it is gg to be tough :)
den andy went to ask her.. but she did not give him ANYTHIN!! :)
don sad la andy.. there r mani more trees in e forest!!
jiayous ya?? don be too sad either k?
den went to hub after sch to lok for sy..
she was alone n asked mi to faster go n look for her..
poor thing right?? so i rushed down..
pEii her eat her lunch.. n chatted lots of things..
had lots of new discoveries:):)
i do not have a sixth sense lyk a woman but it was accurate!!
i had tat feelin for a long time already n i was right!!
den went to her hse to slack..
actually wanted to ask her teach mi lots abt blog de things..
but we ended up watchin movie n ppl's blog..
we also specially rented a movie for zj de..
but it was a pity she din come.. or was it a blessing for her?!?
figure tat out yrself :) its reali easy..
i guess tat is all for today bahs..

2007-10-23T08:41:00.000-07:00

TANYANJUN!! WAKE UP LE MA??
don lyk tat na.. 20morre days onli wad..
i noe u can do it de na..
don worry kaes?? must stay strong for him!!
BRO!! jIaYOuS for tml de eXaMs!!
i will be rooting for u de!! haha.. u will do well de!!
don worry too ya?? slp early n do yr best can le!!

2007-10-23T07:47:00.000-07:00

haha.. today is mi first time bloggin..
seeing this post is v cool lors!!
haha.. today went home after sch..
den went to arcade with friend..
i went there while waitin for GOHSIYING!!
she made mi waste moneyy there!!
n she was late for actually 2hrs +
so i waited till i was so bored!!
den went to zhaojie de hse..
talked abt things n they asked mi to make a blog!!
so i did.. so this is mi first post!! i did it!!
with e help of mi JiE: anna!!
tHaNx!! haha.. tat is all for now..